i died the day you left me

Saturday, October 17, 2009

October..

October comes once again..

Exams are drawing near.. another semester just zoomed by..

Reports are almost down but more just keep coming.. busy with hall stuffs mostly.. has been staying in hall and going to school.. has not get a good chance to see the outside world yet.. =X

No interesting events recently.. looking forward to life after the exams.. haven't have time to do the things i like.. in fact have not had time to do slacking things.. where did all the time go?

Have not been to a cinema, go out for a meal, go east coast, go steamboat, go K box for a long time.. sigh.. life, as it seems, has lost much of its colours..

friends are all i have now.. dun leave me =(

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 12:31 AM

Monday, September 07, 2009

September..

September comes around once again.

I haven't been updating my blog I realize, I didn't know why time just slipped by. Oh my, well I know busy is not a good excuse. But for me I feel like my life has no exciting events anymore. Everything has settled and I'm just a plain average Joe.

What has been happening recently:

-Reports & tutorials and school in general
-Living in hall still
-Occasional birthday parties

That's about it. There's no good news to share. Maybe plain is a good thing too I guess. But half of my uni life is gone and I'm still stuck at the same spot.

I doubt anyone will read this anymore right?

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 1:09 AM

Sunday, August 02, 2009

FOCs..

It's the FOC period once again! The most fun period of the year..

Been to HSS FOC 2009.. it was fun as usual and I found myself leading another group of freshies from 1990 for the gals and 1988 for the guys.. had some wild and fun time and was totally drained and shagged out..

Now getting ready for hall camp.. hope it will be a blast too! Getting ready and gearing up.. feeling very happy this period.. seeing everyone and meeting lots of interesting and new friends! I believe FOC's success and funness lies in the freshies.. and every year you see a different type of freshmen that creates a different culture.. nice! I wonder how hall camp will be..

I just hope my body can take it.. think im getting old already..

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 1:46 PM

Monday, July 13, 2009

Change is constanf..

I know that I have not been blogging for a while. Apologies. Sometimes there's too much to do and too little time, sometimes there's time but I can't think of meaningful events to jot down. I guess life has been simple for me and hence there isn't any big major events that shock me. I prefer it somewhat; routines and repetitive schedules.

But still, to summarize what has been happening so far for these 3 months, basically I have been:

1. Taking Special term 1 from may (right after semester 2 exams) to 10th june (Special term exam)
2. Playing from 11th june onwards right up till this day
3. Upcoming orientations so going to get really tanned, out of voice and shagged

Yup that's about it. Playing (pt. 2) can be further broken down into clubbing, pubbing, gaming, suppering, stay-overs, gossiping, gatherings and more. The list is not exhaustive and sometimes the events happen concurrently. I like how things are now, at least I have not touch any material with words and economics rules on it. That's really an achievement! =)

Anyway, one last point before I end. I realize that, no matter how hard I tried to deny, ignore, act ignorant and pretend, I have changed. I do not know whether this is a good or bad thing, but it's a certain thing. Change is constant. People DO change eventually I guess, I looked back at Jackson in the past and marvelled at numerous silly things that I did; how did I ever find the courage to do them? I must be really crazy. Did a lot of silly and foolish stuffs. Made quite a number of mistakes and upset many people. Jackson has not been a very popular kid I guess. Even I myself would not like Jackson as my friend. Tsk tsk. Why did I ever act like that?

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 1:45 AM

Friday, May 29, 2009

exams again..

exams coming again..

this time I'm studying alone when most of the people are enjoying their holidays. Special semester don't feel good when it's ending. Hope 10th June can come fast so that my REAL holidays can start.

I don't remember my last special semester to be so taxing. It seems pretty ok in my memory. How come this time so stress? Is it because of the module I'm taking? Accounting is shag, super underrated for a 3AUs course. It should be 10AUs or something. Everytime lessons say end 5 end up end at 6. Always drag and so much work to do. Sigh.

Just get it over and done with, want to have some real rest.

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 2:02 AM

Monday, May 04, 2009

once again..

Once again exams come and exams go, though they never fail to come again. Normal semester has come to an end with my conclusion of exams on 27th april last monday. Ever since I make full use of every minute to play as much as possible in this fruitful week. After all, one is never too tired to play right?

Within this week between the moment they announced "you may leave the hall now." till today when special semester starts again, I've been to town and harbourfront once again after cooped up in this palau for long. I've finally seen a movie in a cinema instead of a computer screen! Also, sang K (always a compulsory activity after exams) and went beerfest to swim in the embrace of alcohol. Visited pitstop cafe to play mind-boggling games (I don't know why I still want to use my brain after all the wear-and-tear during exams), and attended 2 birthday celebrations; one being a lunch and the other being a party. Lastly not forgetting returning to home sweet home. Life is good this week. Enjoy.

Well of course special semester starts today and the vicious cycle moves on. Though reluctant, I guess I will have to take my brain out again. Went for the 1st lecture today and realize that accounting is not the kind with a breeze, which mocks at my reluctance somewhat. There are still programmes lining up these few weeks and I'm starting to wonder if I'm packing up my schedule too quickly? Perhaps I should spend some time with the fat lady lying in my bookshelf call MB101.

On a more social note, the ending of this AY marks the ending of the 1st half of my university life. Sad. The hands of time can never be slowed. I'm already half done and I don't feel like I played enough. Want to play more! Always wanted to play like there's no tomorrow but tomorrow always catches up. Sigh~

Enjoy the moment as it is. Live for the moment! Speaking of which, perhaps on this argument on a second thought, the fat lady should wait =)

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 6:25 PM

Monday, April 06, 2009

argh..

Next week is exams. The pressure is immense. The torture is unbearable. Having so many information stuck in my head is painful and I can't wait to get it out after the paper. I wish that the paper was there the moment I finish studying. So I can get it over and done with instead of bearing until next week and by then some information would have leaked out.

27th april is end date. I await desperately.

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 5:57 PM

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当你选择拉远了距离
就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋