Saturday, July 26, 2008
hall camp.. counting down again!!
okay.. sorry for the slow update.. was recuperating/gearing up again for hall camp next week.. unfortunately came down with a sore throat yesterday.. hope can recover by monday.. need to use a lot of voice next week for shouting and cheering so have to store up for now.. trying to talk as little as possible although i think the attempt was futile.. oops! juz cant close my mouth eh..haha.. so as i was saying these few days was preparation for hall camp.. called up the freshies to brief them about next week and learned the mass dance so that we can teach them during the camp.. the dance was hard.. because the song they chose was very fast.. techno kinda fast.. "everytime we touch" by cuscada.. yep the techno one with all the bass and electronic background music.. relatively tough for a mass dance in my opinion.. lol.. it looks reli nice when u get everything correct and with the beat but because the song was so fast i usually got lost in e middle and end up tangling my hands and legs together.. oops! but okay la now learn finish already.. hope everything will be alrite next week *prays*had TORCOs (HSS FOC 08 OG) outing on thurs!!! it was a blast! had sooo much fun match-making.. *ahemx* i mean K-boxing with the freshies.. oops! haha.. dining together and gossiping about the ever-present mars VS venus issues of guys and gals.. love the vigorous debate and the funny conclusions/analogies that we end up with.. lol remember the car park analogy? no coupons no parking ar.. wahaha.. love them to bits.. wat a cute and cosy bunch of pple.. think will join back FOC again next year.. =)watched the dark knight with stefe (sry for being late!) and serene and her boy boy on wed too! haha it was 2.5 hours of thrill!!! nice! it's not those typical kinda action packed movies whereby every scene has explosions or computer graphics etc etc.. there are lots of dialogues in between where u can reli see the actors' acting skills and i must say joker is reli good man.. when a bad guy can act until everyone hates him and thinks he's psycho.. den he has acted the character successfully.. lol.. actually in my view a villian is harder to act compared to the good guys.. dun u think so? nevertheless 2 thumbs up at cheek~ must watch!*heaves a sigh of satisfaction* o wells.. this holiday has been rather fulfilling for me.. i studied special sem, met up and catch up with frens, attended chalets, prepared and enjoyed orientations and made lots of interesting pple, slacked of cuz.. and juz enjoy the simplicity of happiness.. the oni imperfect, if any, was that.. SCH'S GONNA START!!! awww.. o ya which reminds me.. ellie's coming back next week o! haha.. yays..
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 3:21 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
tagged!
oops! tagged by my sugar sis juney juney! so here are my answers:1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?I will be very hurt, since it's my lover, one who i trust. But i will tell her that i have faith in her and if she still loves me she will know what to do for the best of both of us. No point scolding and quarrelling la.. If i love her i will not push the scolding to her.2. If you can have a dream to come true, what will it be?I don't have much dreams now le.. haiz.. if die die must choose then i hope i can find true love and be happy lo.. simple simple la..3. What will your dream wedding be like?Well.. juz a simple one.. under the starlit sky with a gentle breeze in the field.. looking into her eyes and whisper into her ears the magical words of feel..4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?Actually yes.. haiz.. actually yes..5. What is your ideal lover like?One who can sense when im weak and needs her without me explicitly saying it.. simple.. one who loves me back.. 6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?I would choose to give. Loving someone. It feels satisfying when the love is returned. Though the risk of not returning my love is there too.. but i prefer to be the giving party lo..7. How long do u intend to wait for someone you reli love?No definite answer leh.. depends on the feeling~ (HK accent) if feeling gone le jiu gone la.. very impt factor o!8. If the person you secretly like is already attached,what will you do?Just move on lo.. i also cannot force.. I believe in fate a lot.. meeting the rite person at the rite time.. if im fated to be with her.. we will still be together after 1 big round de..9. Is there anything that has made u unhappy these days?well.. nothing much la.. plain old simple me..10. Is being tagged fun?eh not reli.. answering so many questions can be tiring.. lol..11. How do u see urself in 10 years' time?As i answered juz now i do not know what is ahead of me.. so.. ya..12. Who are currently the most important people to you?Family and all my dear dear frens!13. What kinda person do u think the one who tagged u is?Juney! my sugar sister! keke.. she nice and bubbly and she's happy and im happy for her happiness.. always takes care of me in school last time.. cheerful also..14. Would you rather be rich but single or married but poor?Eh.. married but poor.. money cannot bring into grave but memories can..15. What is the 1st thing you do every morning?Open my eyes lo.16. Would you give all in a relationship?Yes! my all and oni my 110%!17. If you love 2 people simultaneously, what will you do?I haven experience that before.. but i think i will not make a choice because if it's 2 people then it's oni attraction but not love..18. What type of frens do you like?Frens who cares about me when i care for them.. frens who will not wear masks in front of me and those who like me for who im lo..19. What type of frens do you dislike?huh? if dislike then still frens?20. If you have to choose between love and frenship, which will it be?Different league la.. like wat juney said.. they are both as important as one another.. so i would give 110% for both..done!
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 5:58 PM
back!
back to the real earth from middle earth!!!!!!! HSS FOC 2008 rocks to the max!!!!!!!!now now, where shall we begin? TORCO rocks!!!!!! we're the most bonded OG!!! woot woot~ *2 thumbs up at the cheek* the past 5 days from 14th to 18th has been breath-taking. First day we had NTU expedition, where we explored NTU campus all over again and night games whereby we played the candle fight and the classic HSS "big square game" passed down from year to year..Day 2 was followed by the dirty dirty dirty.. fun fun fun field games!! ketchup curry sauce and fish sauce etc. etc. all mixed up on canvass sheet and we roll on it! yea dirty good fun =P.. got other classics like the peg game! dirty rite? dun worry.. after that pool games jump down SRC pool to clean ourselves up! haha.. dog and bone + tele match is a must de la.. needless to say.. at nite we have the fright, oops sorry ahemx i mean mambo nite~ lol! oops! yea.. cool and frightening, oops i mean happening~ haha.. know a lot of scary places around the sch now.. lol..Day 3! Amazing race around singapore!! haha.. very funny! our OG's clue got a typo error.. it was suppose to be NS17 - bishan but the clue wrote NE17 - punggol.. haha so guess wat.. we went to punggol.. all the way there from NTU!!! super duper ulu la! field everywhere oni.. the MRT staff also more than the passengers there.. lol.. punggol and bishan got a lot of difference leh! so in e end search for 1 hr also cant find programmer.. called then found out.. lol.. but who cares? we had fun rite? yes! and that's all that matters!!!!Day 4! sentosa + SP nite! haha.. sunburnt but neh mind neh mind! *index finger at temple and breast action* hehe.. games are very fun! of cuz got the classic HSS game of 300 seconds no NG!! haha use every year one.. lol.. the secret pal (SP) nite has improved this year! no longer in sch but at a romantic restaurant overlooking the sea at sembawang beach! quite serene and scenic.. keke.. again they have not enuf guys de la.. so all seniors have to play lo.. haha.. HSS ma.. lol..Day 5! break camp day! haha performances + pageant + prize giving!! congrats to us for being the most bonded OG! and to veron for being the best female GL!! after that OG dinner at new york new york at Ehub! haha.. we took lotsa pics and juz refuse to go home!!! so many silly and funny poses~ haha.. pictures will be out soon o!reli reli had a very fun 5 days with my TORCO!! woot woot!!~ (do the m1 advertisement pose) haha.. looking forward to hall camp too! but HSS FOC 08 has juz been superb! it feels so different to be a GL from being a freshie. GLs have a lot more responsibility and they look at the whole camp from a whole new different angle.. but at e end of the day when the freshies are happily bonded and when they thank u u juz feel like everything's worth it.. haha.. i think i will go try out as GL again! hehe.. love them to bits.. it's reli heartwarming to see them putting in effort to try and join the camp as much as possible! because got 1 freshie got accepted into NUS FASS in the middle of the camp.. nonetheless she went off to do her admin stuff and quickly came back! the travelling alone takes a toll on her (she lives in yishun and we're at sentosa so it's a 2 way trip to and fro).. moreover her parents want her to leave since she is no longer going to HSS.. but she insisted and came back! words cannot describe how i felt.. it was juz.. magical~okay enuf about the camp, wooohooo! haha.. now for the answer to the psy question:if u choose to starve till next morning, you're the kind that can put things down easily and not dwell on stuff for too long. yes u will still be affected with relationship hiccups but u will use ur logical thinking to quickly disperse that feeling and let ur brain take over. you will focus ur energy on positive stuff as much as possible to keep the problem out. However sometimes u give up too easily before even trying.. u never know, maybe if u had persisted things would have turn out very differently o!if u choose to eat the noodle anyway you're on the other extreme end. sometimes when things go awry u juz choose to be the one suffering and gif in no matter wat. u think that as long as he/she is happy ur okay. ur not okay. giving in does not solve the problem, it oni aggravates it.. though they say determination is good, sometimes u need to look at the situation as a whole before making a decision. Maybe letting go doesn't seem so bad after all!if u choose to find something to eat outside, your rather stubborn, but not to the point of dragging his/her leg when he/she walks off. You will persist for some time but when things reli seem like there's no other way out you will slowly back away.. however, ur emotions does not seem to match with ur actions.. though u will back off after some trying, u will reminisce and harp on what has been rather than look forward at what will be.. close the door behind and there will be many others in front.. ur more attractive than u think!
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 3:44 PM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
countdown..
alrite.. so starting from next monday will be orientation period already.. *excited* haha.. last 2 days to HSS FOC 08!! reli looking forward to having some fun and letting our hair down! tml will be going out to shop with cheryl for some FOC stuffs and sunday will have the final meeting.. wow.. can u feel the heat?yeap.. thats y i wanted to blog now because after this entry i may not be able to blog again soon.. hope everyone's doing fine o! o ya which means officially last 2 days before i become a senior~ =( *wrinkles wrinkles* o no.. i need SK2!!!juz watched "what happened in vegas".. very nice show.. how hilarious the male and female lead try to make life difficult for each other.. but a touching ending.. seriously how often can we be in a state that we do not need to please the people around us so much such that we forget the joy of being ourselves? if you can be urself in front of the person and u like him/her.. dun let the opportunity slip by o.. remember the rose question? haiz..speaking about questions.. yeap the answer to the cup noodle question will be out.. in my next post! haha.. okay la sorry sorry because quite long then have to type out properly ma.. pardon me pardon me =X i wish everyone well o! hey and ellie.. u shud start packing soon!
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 2:10 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008
back to school as a year two~
haha.. yep thats rite! holidays ending soon and after that it's back to school as a year two~ (hey that rhymes eh? and it oni rhymes with year 2 not 1 or 3 or 4) lol.. k la enough said.. later stefe =( again, dun say too much..the roses question is to test whether you're a passive or active person when it comes to issues of the heart. Well obviously if you choose to pick the rose anyway you're more on the active side. You have rather good self esteem and you're confident that if you try hard enough you should succeed. More often than not, your positive confidence serves as your shining armor and actually pave your success! After all no one likes someone who doesn't like himself/herself right? However the down side is also with your confidence, if it gets way over your head then you become arrogant. Also, you tend to be rather impulsive and at times act rashly. In relationships sometimes withhelding can be a good tactic too! Do think twice before you act. If you say and do the right things and keep your confidence in check you're bound to be a women's man/gentlemen's lady!If you choose to walk away, you're more of the passive side. That can be a bad thing, especially for guys since most of the time they have to take the first step right? You overrate the emotional issue at hand and keep on thinking that you're not fit for him/her and you can't possibly get him/her, hence losing the battle before it even started! Sometimes the other party may be waiting for you to act or drop a positive hint! You never know how close you actually are! To give you your due credit, you're very devoted. Though passive, once in a relationship you will make a very good partner and you couple will be the envy of everyone around you! Actually you just need to be more bold and be dare to show the other party the colour of romance!Here's another one i got from the radio!Let's say your famished and it's late in the night so all the nearby shops are closed. You rummage through your house and finally found 1 cup noodle! You're just about to start cooking it when you realised that it has expired for 1 week already. What will you do?
P.S. This is to test whether you can let go and move on easily in issues of love and relationships.
1. Don't care! Hungry just go ahead and eat.
2. Go out and try to find something to eat despite the wee hour.
3. Heck it! Don't eat already. Bear until morning.
Which will you choose? I would go for the first option. Answers out on next post! =P
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 9:06 PM
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
clubbing~
back in hall! haha.. tonight got Hall FOC meeting at 2030.. after that i think the bunch of us going double O to club because it's kian lin's bday! well not today la but we're celebrating it in advance.. haha my dear roomie kian lin must be a very happy man! bday's coming and his biggest present is.. getting attached! lol.. congrats congrats! he seems to be in a reli good mood these days.. i hope he stays that way always and i wish both of them well~ still so humble bluff me say he very nerd ah zai2 nan2 ah whatever.. act pig eat tiger sia..speaking abt clubbing.. i haven been clubbing for a very long time le.. i think im too old for vigorous dancing already.. haiz.. recalled the JC times when i use to go.. haha okok i dun go often okay dun get me wrong.. juz more often than now only.. lol.. actually im not a fan of clubbing la.. nothing spectacular about dancing and hard liquors.. and i dun reli like the smoke in the club last time before the implementation of the no-smoking law in clubs.. everytime i went last time was because of the company.. go with frens ma.. like tonight also.. if not for roomie's bday i wont go also la.. o ya.. that reminds me.. i think i haven clubbed for a year plus le.. ohhhh~end off with a tricky psychological question here: Imagine you like roses very much. You walked into a garden of roses and come across the most beautiful rose you have ever seen so far in your life. You like it very much and you could take it back with you alive, but in the process you may be hurt by the thorns. You know that the possibility of getting pricked is not negligible. Hence you have the option of still going ahead to take the rose despite knowing that you may be hurt very badly. Or you could go against your emotions and continue walking even though you like the rose very much. Who knows? Maybe there's an even more beautiful rose further down the road. But there's risk involve both ways because if you take this rose, you may or may not be hurt also because you can't predict whether you will be pricked by the thorns. On the other hand you also can't predict whether there's an even more beautiful rose down the road or whether this rose which you see now is the right one for you. Assuming you can't turn back once you move on, what will you do?
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 3:27 PM
Monday, July 07, 2008
ouch ouch!!
*body aching all over* ouch ouch! haha.. when i stretch also pain, sneeze also pain. Think is because i haven't reli been exercising, or izzit a side effect of the no-longer-freshman syndrome? Oh no feeling so old and stiff =( haha.. now that the freshmen list has come out, it really feels stale here as we seniors move on.. lol.. so cao4 shung1 (hokkien meaning of the foul smell that food emits when they gone bad).. nvm nvm! we're still freshmen for 1 more month! last month! okay thats so not useful~
ya so i was saying about the freshmen list right? was i? Oh no another symptom of the syndrome *argh!* short term memory.. lol.. ya.. the Humanities & Social sciences Freshmen Orientation Camp 2008 (HSS FOC 08) freshmen list has come out already! handling 18 freshmen together with veron and cheryl as an OG.. yay! As usual, more gals than guys. If i rmb correctly there're only 6 guys in my OG.. which means, 12 gals? hmm.. juz called and emailed them in the morning about the details of the camp next monday.. Thanks veron for helping me out! keke.. sorry i can't really multitask if you haven't already realised.. lol.. yep! this year we increased the intake for the FOC because of the increased manpower ba.. 6 OGs with an average strength of 18 freshmen per OG so that would mean about 108 freshies? yeap! *excited* think it's gonna be a lot of fun!!!!
*ouch* forgot that i can't jump for joy despite being excited because of my aching body~ haha.. speaking of fun, yesterday went for the milkrun 08 with ARK and NTU peeps! yeap in charge of the baggage deposit booth for the runners when they put their belongings with us while they go run. It was not very tiring to my surprise, but the fun's no lesser! haha.. did a lot of silly stuffs like pasting stickers on one another and fooling around.. lol.. for me, our lane paired up with a PJC class there who happened to be doing their CIP.. seeing my pioneer juniors (although they dunno me la because if u calculate i graduate for 2 yrs already so there's no way they will see me in pioneer), brings back a sense of belonging and ease.. reminds me of memories of my JC days when i did my own CIP with my class for the KDF.. somemore their subject combination also same as my class last time! Physics + Chem + Econs + Maths.. *sighs* fun.. simple fun~ after that went with my frens to eat dinner and then back to hall le.. fulfilling day indeed..
yeap.. o ya.. happy for my roomie! think he's a very happy man now.. congrats kian lin! u noe wat im talking about.. haha.. glad that ur fairy tale ended with "happily ever after".. i wish everyone well o~ *pokes ellie* lol..
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 3:53 PM
Friday, July 04, 2008
well wishes..
went out with ellie yesterday after her meeting in sch.. it ended quite late and i guess it was a tiring day for her.. so we din do much la.. juz sat down at a spot and talked, enjoyed the breeze and serenity and juz throw everything away.. followed by dinner and that's roughly about it.. enjoyed the simple yet fulfilling day with her.. it's been long ever since i dedicated a whole day to pure simplicity.. and spending the day with her like that, it reminds me that sometimes when we slow down and take a look around us in our journey of life, we will actually discover many things and people that are as important as, if not more than, our destination. Thanks ellie~ noe you will be very busy from next week onwards and i'm not sure when we can do this again.. nonetheless i wish you well and bon voyage! take care of urself o.. =)
played badminton this morning with roomie and frens from hall.. shagged.. think my body is rusting up due to the lack of exercise.. oops! *yawns*
a lot of freshmen are coming in for medical check-ups already.. showed sharon and qian shan around in hall yesterday.. han and seng also came today! haha.. feeling very stale already.. we're no more fresh fresh le.. seniors=X
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 3:56 PM
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
STARS war..
woke up early today to register subjects for next sem.. haven woke up so early for so long le.. now feeling lethargic.. lol.. 0930 the system open then we all flock in and click at the same time to get our desired course/tutorial timing.. STARS war all over again sem after sem.. ha..got all the modules i wanted.. juz that timing of the tutorials a bit off because there were faster fingers than mine.. lol.. nevertheless managed to squeeze in a 4 day week.. yay! fri's free~ a bit xiong though nxt sem.. gee.. 4 cores + 1 major elective.. dunno can cope not.. *prays*have u ever experience the feeling of thinking about someone? that when u see a picture, hear a song, listen to ur fren's conversation or juz sitting there in a daze your thoughts will juz relate itself back to that someone, even though the things that u perceive has totally no link with that person ur thinking of.. u juz think of him/her nonetheless.. the thinking is constant, and it grows and grows when u dun see that person.. wow.. amazing feeling isn't it? good and bad at the same time..and when u finally see that person the thinking doesn't stop! u think about him/her even if they're juz in front of u! they literally take ur breath away and make u choke on ur own thinking until u dunno wat to think anymore.. u feel like ur heart's beating faster and slower at the same time, like ur weaker yet stronger (sounds familiar eh), that ur on the top of mountains yet at the bottom of seas.. ur whole world is within ur sight and when that person looks at u u juz feel so significant, yet again so insignificant.. feels.. unique.. rite?and to top it off like a cherry on top of the milkshake, u gotta pretend that you're all normal and not thinking about whatever you're thinking.. simply magnificent~
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 11:24 AM