Tuesday, December 18, 2007
some things are worth it..
been going out these few days.. mon went out wif stef and gang to vivo to walk walk cum celebrate her bday! happy 19th birthday stef! last year of teenagehood o! enjoy! haha.. she looks happy wif all the gifts.. lol of cuz la presents leh haha.. o moreover she got her signed poster from her favourite group 5566 rite i suppose? must be over the moon.. dun fret abt the mio wireless thingy ya.. slowly slowly configure..today went out wif han and seng.. been long since i met them.. either han busy or i busy or seng at KL for sch.. went marina square for the yuki yaki buffet wif D.I.Y. ice cream! haha played with the machine.. very awesome can turn hot for bbq and turn cold for making ice cream lol.. after that went bugis to get han's art paint.. wow she started designing shirts huh.. talented sia.. body~ it's been a while since i felt so happy.. its e kinda happiness that's without fancy garnishes and loud celebrations.. juz simple contented happiness.. reminds me that simplicity is beautiful.. i suppose some things are worth it ba.. thanks han and seng.. keke..received sms from tin juz now abt thurs' dinner.. somehow it has been shifted to fri? wat happened? and tin dun sound too happy.. i hope she's alrite? breathe in.. breathe out.. lol.. it's festive season so dun frown!next week results coming out.. haiz.. excited but worried.. i hope everything goes thru smoothly.. it reli means a lot to me this time round.. i need it to succeed!!during journey back tonight scenery was black and blurry again.. haiz..
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 11:04 PM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
queen of queens!
yesterday nite went down to st. james power station wif yan and tin to support yiting in e seventeen magazine's event queen of queens! she's one of the pageants in it! haha.. 2nd time going down to st. james.. great club =)the queue was very long.. we thought the event wud start late so we went vivo to eat dinner first.. when we reach the entrance we cud not see the entrance at all! firstly being we cudnt find the entrance which was actually at the back of the power station.. secondly being e queue was so long until we cud not see it from where we're queuing.. lol.. along the way saw quite a number of familiar faces.. pioneers and sec sch frens like adeline, sook ching, june, melydia, ming jie, edward, dorene and marie are all there! cause the pageants come from various tertiary institutes like NUS NTU SMU and SIM.. moreover pageants sarah and ting were both pioneers! so guess quite a lot of pioneers present yesterday.. vion and shan was there last nite too but the place was simply too crowded to spot them.. gotta meet up soon k! i hope vion's not all busy again? hm..we managed to get inside around 9pm.. juz nice to see ting in the pageant Q&A session! haha.. OMG! ting looked simply great and gorgeous! i cudnt recognise her if she wasnt holding her number board Q7! haha her fren said the boards look like price tags and they r like auctioning themselves away.. lol.. her hair was sassy and she juz looked extraordinary.. she did the catwalk wif confidence and that reli impressed me.. very different from the usual crappy and lame ting.. she looked a bit nervous at e start but i can feel that she's very happy yesterday nite.. after all every pageant present yesterday is already a winner of a pageant before they come tgt at this event.. i think ting did a great job yesterday by juz being herself and presenting her best to e audience there.. proud to have u as my fren ting! her replies to the interview questions in e mag was very funny: three years ago i was.. "making frens" wif integration by parts and income distribution theory.. lol.. another question followed: three years from now i want to be.. a better person than the one answering this question.. wow! stunning answer.. left a deep impression in me.. good job!i din noe y but during the ride back to hall last nite i suddenly felt so lonely despite the bus being quite crowded.. i suddenly realise that im also human and i also have emotions.. maybe im not as strong as i tot.. maybe ellie's rite.. jackson has e right to be depressed also? i pondered if wearing a mask all e time can be tiring.. it can be rite? i din noe y i have this thought too.. guess they juz came.. the scenery outside was black and blurry and as the bus journeyed back to NTU my thoughts journeyed down memory lane.. ting's happy, tin's happy, yan's happy, vion and shan are also happy, same goes for ellie.. and im happy for them too *smiles*.. so shudnt i be happy for myself? am i happy for myself? i suddenly question my own theories.. is the world reli simple? are things reli simple? am i simple? am i happy? is this all juz a facade? is this all self-consolation? the person sitting beside me in e bus was playing F.I.R. - xu yao ni de ai.. it seems so chang1 sang1, so qi1 mei3.. haiz.. it felt like i travelled through my 19 years of life and back in that journey.. everything juz collapse in e bus that nite.. and i have to put it back together before i reach my room.. so no1 noes abt it..maybe its juz the music.. maybe..
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 2:20 PM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
STARS war..
its raining again.. pouring.. these few days not so bad.. Mr. sun take half day leave oni instead of whole day.. in the morning and early afternoon will have sunshine.. den later in e afternoon is downpour.. so at least can hang clothes in first half of the day.. at least will dry a bit.. sometimes if Mr. sun is good he comes back after downpour.. lol.. den u can rehang ur clothes again.. haha..juz registered my modules for next semester on 13th dec.. in NTU, every course has their own personalised date and time for registering their modules for next semester.. it can be as early as 4th dec and as late as 18th dec.. we dun register all at once.. and everyone of us register via STudent Automated Registration System (STARS) in which i reli find is very very x1000 sucky.. so fed up wif it..our STARS is something like NUS's bidding system for modules.. juz that ours is not bid.. but is fastest finger first.. the faster u click.. the better timings u get.. it can be as bad as when u click slower by 30 secs and u get all the "holy" timings like 1830-1930 for tutorials.. lol..screw up ur whole timetable..i will not go into rigorous details of the modules and everything but wat happen to me was for my course the personalised time and date was 13th dec 0930, in that the server will open at that specific time for all of my course's pple to register their modules (meaning ur actually fighting wif ur own coursemates for the good timing tutorials) i went to register in the library wif tin.. ok so at 0925 onwards we r at the screen of registration already all ready to press the button.. and at 0929 i was like clicking non-stop (something like how u click on the server of maple story during peak hours when the server is full) lol.. den 0930! alas! no vacancy! somehow i was slower than others by 0.05 milliseconds or something and the pop up window says "no more vacancy" o my !$^*^#@.. because one tutorial vacancy is oni like 13 places.. and the module i want is very popular i suppose so the 13 places was snatch up exactly at 0930 when everyone click at the same time (yeah its THAT bad).. well i quickly change to plan B and choosed a less desirable timing for the tutorial.. luckily that was fast enuf and i got that.. because if u cant get any tutorial timing that means u cant register that module because its all full.. and that means u may have to choose another less popular module.. and y izzit unpopular? its harder and boring bla bla bla.. u get the picture rite? lol.. tin's click was godlike and she got the timing she wanted.. have to gif her credits for her yi4 yang2 zhi3! haha.. congrats gal.. but sry i cant be in same tut wif u le cause i cant get that timing.. lol..later that evening i was chatting if hui ying (coursemate) on msn and she experienced the same prob too! juz that she is a bit more unlucky than me in that she cant even get the "holy" timings.. guess her module was so popular until pple even snatch all e bad timings.. so she cant take that module this sem le.. hmm.. thats y its called STARS war.. we're practically fighting.. gone r the days where timetable is something u dun need to care abt and its juz a piece of paper where u highlight in various colours (especially the breaks) lol..and she told me a very big mismanagement wif the system.. she said she went to check the vacancies for the unpopular modules and there were aplenty of spaces! so its like the unpopular modules r over-allocated and the hot modules are under-allocated in terms of spaces.. they shud open more spaces for the hot ones and less for those unpopular ones ma.. aiyo.. thats y u feel so fed up.. i heard from NUS frens that their bidding system has flaws too.. guess everyone has something to complain huh.. im not sure abt their details but i noe its something abt unfair bidding because different pple r given different points to start wif depending on their course and their study year.. the more senior the more points i guess? so from the start they have more "chips" and can outbid others already to get the hot modules.. moreover u dunno wats the no. of points needed to outbid and get that module.. for example lets say a module is quite hot and needs 250 points to get.. but u think its so popular until u spam ur 600 points on the module.. sure u get that module but wont u be wasting 350 points for nothing when u can juz use 250 and get that module all the same? therefore its like finding the allocative efficiency point and animal spirits (predicting wat others will do)ok i have a feeling that this post is getting too long and dry.. yeah so all in all this whole fighting-for-wat-ur-studying stuff is reli sucky.. and for those who will be coming uni.. u will empathise wif me when its ur turn.. while its good to have freedom to plan ur own timetable and feel the adulthood.. i guess i reli must say: with more power comes more responsibility..
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 2:35 PM
Thursday, December 06, 2007
raining..
ooO these few days keep raining.. think monsoon season is coming le ba.. pple do keep urselves warm and dry k! festive season is around the corner so gotta stay well to enjoy the merry merry xmas! haha..well luckily it din rained when we went to sentosa on tues.. well in fact tues's weather was good.. a bit way too good.. humid and sunny.. haha.. gotta put on the sunblocks.. well think i haven been to sentosa for quite a while now.. actually i haven been to sentosa for the whole semester.. the last time i been here was in FOC before sch starts.. haha.. time flies eh.. e place hasnt change much though.. still sandy and still populated.. haha.. ahhh the life of holidays.. it feels good to do everything else but studying.. u can never get too tired of playing.. lol.. o and did i mention sweedy and xiang r good cooks? wow the food they brought there was delicious! thx thx! haha.. yeah and sweedy's dog is very cute! very lazy and juz lying around all day.. but thats the cute part.. precisely cause it doesnt jump around and overly active.. it juz lies there quietly.. even when she is feeding it it seems too lazy to eat.. haha slack life.. lolwell gotta register my subjects to be taking next semester soon.. around next week 13th.. i think i will go back malaysia next week and come back den.. last time was too much of a rush.. went back oni 2 days.. haha.. speaking of which.. my roommate (kian) is back in malaysia already.. coming back oni on next monday.. he gg KL wif family lo.. shuang! shopping spree! haha.. speaking of which i haven been to KL for quite a few years now.. always stayed around JB oni.. lol.. alrite.. so i shud go back also since i dun have anything much here these few days.. keke..alrite dinnertime! haha eat well everyone and enjoy ur holidays o! live ur lives to the fullest! haha..
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 6:37 PM
Monday, December 03, 2007
holidays..
o! haha guess was too busy playing until i forgot to update.. anyway exams r over! haha ok they r over for a week now.. lol.. did the usual stuffs that i planned to do after exams.. go k box, go back Malaysia, played a bit of com and juz listen to music and relax (rot) haha..went back pioneer wif joyce and the gang last fri nite to sat morning for the alumni movie marathon! haha the response was quite good! a lot of old frens came back and i see those familiar faces once again.. so familiar yet so distant, for they have changed much since they move on to uni/army.. nevertheless it was a fun-filled nite and i din sleep at all! *tired* haha.. the movies r nice too! LT1 and LT2 each showcased horror and non-horror films.. i dun reli like horror films u noe.. weak hearted lol.. but music and lyrics.. omg good! "way back into love" very melodious and sweet duet.. and the jokes r good too! not lame ones but reli funny ones.. lol.. and saw dennis yeo.. he changed quite a bit too! but den still as cranky..it brings back countless memories as u stepped back into the compound where u once spend most of ur time in.. the grand stand.. the basketball court good for viewing stars.. the hall where u been thru one of the best times (orientation) and e worst (A-levels) within one same spot.. lol the canteen where the food u always complained and everything abt it.. they painted the buildings red now.. looks more.. er... trendy? haha.. but i noe i wud never forget pj.. my frens.. my class.. time flies i guess.. well for one thing the toilets r still very very clean.. always proud of pj's hygiene standards.. lol..tin asked me whether i remembered those times where we used to spend eating outside lot one beside the Giordano window.. haha.. yeah it was unforgettable.. words wun do it justice.. unforgettable..if there is a company in this world that sells information about when ur gonna die at $1 will u buy it? i wun.. i wan death to come swift and sudden.. i dun wanna have any preparation or any worries when death nears and take me away.. knowing too much is not good sometimes.. moreover i will worry and worry if i know my end is coming.. i wan to live my life wif no regrets and head towards my last page of my story gracefully.. wud u buy it? wun u wanna noe when ur gonna die? however if there is a company that wud shorten my life at $1 i wud consider buying.. long life is tiring.. i wud rather it be a firework blast.. gone at the next moment but great while it lasted..
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 6:02 PM