Thursday, November 30, 2006
grad nite! woohoo~
ahh.. e long awaited grad nite is finally here! haha.. it will be on later at 7pm at swissotel.. not very sure where that is but i have arranged to go wif frens so shud be okay.. i heard there r more than one swissotel so its kinda confusing.. and i heard again that ours is the one on top of the raffles city shopping centre or sth.. haha.. pretty confusing eh?nevertheless e feeling is completely different from that of the prom nite in sec sch.. cause prom nite we juz had buffet there lo but now is got dishes de.. sth like when u go wedding dinner that kind? but food is not the biggest difference.. we got host some more lo.. so weird how come grad nite need host? haha we got flying dutchman as the host i think.. so who wans to be a millionare? think its gonna be great la.. i arranged to meet and go wif bong kevin and kuan in a cab.. meeting outside bong house at around 1730.. cause they say the actual thing starts at 7 but chocolate fountain starts at 6.. wow.. now wats a chocolate fountain? i can imagine myself swimming in a pool of chocolate.. haha..of cuz u dun juz go to grad nite for eating la.. in fact when i went prom last time i barely touched the food.. everyone will be busy taking photos! haha.. thats of cuz la cause this is like a "once in a lifetime" thingy and everyone will be in their most pretty and handsome gears! those gowns.. those suits.. those blazers! haha.. ah now u can see a lot of pple transforming into princesses and princes? haha.. i mean.. when guys and gals age 18 wear gowns and suits.. they reli got the charms dun they? keke.. so looking forward to lots of photo-taking! actually e feeling also hard to desribe here la.. u will oni experience it urself at ur own prom.. cuz when ur at e place everything changes lo! then got dancing some more.. ooo hit the music! haha.. not very sure got slow dance or not la but all e guys wan some slow dance rite? *hint hint* haha.. well.. i guess my days as a pioneer is coming to an end very fast now that grad nite is here.. i mean we have been talking about graduating and all that stuff.. den the farewell assembly is here.. den the A levels reli came.. den they ended juz as fast as they came.. then the S18 chalet and now the grad nite.. after this i guess e next time i step into pioneer is next march when i take back my A levels result? haha.. kinda miss that place already.. and did i mention the feeling is very different from O levels? i mean after O levels jan den sch starts le ma in jc but den now after A levels we have half a year of holidays leh.. omg lo! ever since pri 1 this is the longest holiday in one go la.. den e feeling that we dun have to turn up for sch on jan 2nd is kinda weird.. its juz very hard to adjust ur mind to 6 mths of holidays lo.. i noe all of u who haven experienced this r cursing me now.. but reli if u ask any jc graduates they all get very bored and "unemployed" feeling.. many of them go working lo.. thats y.. how i miss those sch days when i need to get up at 630am.. haiz..o and speaking of S18 peeps.. juz wanna use one entry to talk abt them so i guess i will blog abt them the next entry.. but for now i juz wanna say that after grad nite today our lives will reli go different paths.. and i mean RELI.. maybe some pple have been waiting for this day to come? nevertheless it has reli come whether i like it or not.. and i can tell u i reli dun like it to end so fast.. i will reli reli gonna miss the S18 memories.. juz now i took a browse at e photos we took at our class outings and it reli brings back lots of mixed feelings la.. *sobs* den we reli have some fun at the chalet eh? so after tonite.. unless we meet out for class outings.. if not i guess i wun see some of u until next march? it has been a happy 1yr 9mths wif u guys.. hope u all dun forget me ya..well den.. wats said is said.. lets all party the ceiling down tonite! gotta go prepare le.. see ya all later! one last! (o btw one last is the theme of this year grad nite for those who dunno)
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 3:03 PM
Friday, November 24, 2006
treasure..
hmm.. like wat most of u experienced after ur A levels.. i was packed to the fullest so far.. i mean its still v busy for me.. juz that is anything but studies lo.. i see many of u nodding ur heads now.. haha.. same thing rite? haha.. ironically after major exams everyone is still very very busy juz that no1 touches the books anymore.. haha.. felt quite unemployed sometimes.. haha.. but den again.. must relac rite? haha.. next week got class chalet plus prom nite.. so think will once again be packed all e way to dec..ho ho ho~here's something i saw for myself at some neighbourhood shopping centre.. a guy juz bought a new wallet and he emptied his old one to use the new one on the spot.. den he was about to throw the old wallet away into the bin.. i looked at it and it seems alrite to use.. i mean the appearance looked a bit old and dirty but i dun see any big holes in it.. juz as he was about to throw it away an old women who dressed quite shabbily called on to him to stop him.. she dun seem very well off from her dressing.. she ask the guy whom i think she dunno la but she ask him in dialect wat he gonna do wif the wallet.. he said he wanna threw it away den she ask him if he can gif it to her.. the guy use the kinda weird look at the woman for a sec den he gave it to her.. after all its better than throwing it awat aint it?the woman took it to one side den sat down and clean the wallet wif her hands.. she mumbled to herself in dialect again.. saying that its such a waste throwing away such a good wallet..actually its nothing much.. some of u may ask y i blogged this incident.. small thing wat.. have u every tot of wat u have rite now? wat u possess.. be it material or non-material.. wat u took it for granted may be others' desires.. the man took e wallet as trash.. but the old woman who is more financially strapped took it as treasure.. im not saying material terms.. but most oftenly we r unhappy because we think we dun have enuf den we wan more.. think twice b4 letting someone go.. b4 letting something go.. b4 giving someone or something up.. the rule of thumb.. we oni live once.. no regrets pls.. so think twice..as for me.. im quite contented now.. i mean dun reli have any desires.. i wan life simple and plain.. im alrite wif that.. but i came to realise one rule that we all noe but may not pay attention to.. no1 is liked by everyone rite? kinda ironic.. haiz.. true as it is.. i think i met wif some troubles wif some pple also.. as much as i wud like to turn the situation around.. all e actions and efforts came out wrong.. i dun reli see how some pple wud comdemn others so much.. but i guess maybe we shud let time dilute a little.. i think first impression is a prob ba.. i mean.. once u see the person u dun like him u wun spend more effort to noe him better den everything he does will be discounted in ur eyes rite? moreover im quite an impulsive person who does things without thinking sometimes.. so i believe things took off the wrong place there.. something juz went wrong lo.. cant blame.. interpersonal relationships is always a prob to many pple.. thats y i decided to tone down.. maybe shud change myself ya.. to fade away a bit.. and be more blended in the crowd and not be so noisy and stand out.. juz.. go wif the flow.. and let me disappear.. like one of the dimmer stars in e wide galaxy..
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 11:37 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
woah! freedom! ahhhhhhh!!!
woah.. around half a month never update le.. haha cause A levels period for me about half a month also ma so this period piaing for the final lap.. haha.. but guess wat? its all... OVER!!! i blogged a bit too late.. wanted to blog earlier as in the same day as release from torture but ended up slacking until pass 12am den time lag by one day.. haha..the last day was also the toughest day.. from morning to evening.. come to think of it.. for me A levels everyday is afternoon paper except for the first day (GP) and the last day which technically was YESTERDAY!! haha yes! its finally over! i reli cant emphasis this enuf cause the feeling reli cannot be express enuf in words.. its basically the same as O levels but now on a greater scale cause A levels is RELI VERY STRESSING LA! that day i was studying and i on my radio while i study.. a uni student called in and the DJ ask her whether uni life more stressful or last time A levels more stressful.. guess wat.. yeah she said she prefer uni life lo.. so from here we can see that.. *ahemx* sorry ar use economic term.. from here we can see that A levels is the bottleneck.. once we gone thru this we r freer liao.. yay!haha.. but actually dun reli feel as happy as wat i tot i shud be.. of cuz im happy la no doubt.. juz that b4 everything ended i've always dreamt of this day to come and i wud be jumping on top of the tables and tear off my entry proof the moment the invigilator say "ok u may go now" haha u get the picture.. but today.. o i mean yesterday when he reli said that den i felt " uh.. ok lo " u noe that kinda feeling.. i noe it has ended.. but e level of happiness juz wasnt as high as i expected..and i think one of the reason i din reli feel high was cuz most of my classmates still haven finish.. for ur info if u din noe i dropped chem in J1 thats y i finished so early without the chem paper 1 to drag our torture by 2 days for that 40 MCQs.. but oni 3 pple in my class drop chem.. e rest drop econ.. thats y today oni 3 of us finished A levels.. the rest still have chem.. so the atmosphere wasnt reli there ma.. i mean compare to if im in a class where everyone took econ physics and maths den everyone shout today den i will also be more enthu rite? so u get wat i mean.. nevertheless.. i heard they going celebration on friday after their chem last paper also.. cause its hao ( class manager) bday! haha.. great.. den i will be enthu.. hahaanyway sorry i blogged so much about A levels cause i reli cant believe that it has reli ended plus im gonna blog about it this whole entry cause i think i blog a lot now den i wun talk about it again le! haha.. having survived this period.. eh actually not reli survived la must still see results next march.. but having survived the stress its reli a challenge.. u noe before our As we got assembly talks and they invite the seniors back to tell us about how they felt and control exam anxiety b4 their As.. actually i was quite doubful about some of the things they say.. reli got that bad meh? but now i can tell u..it can reli be quite bad.. haiz sad lo we r in this education system so we juz have to accept it.. wat to do? haha.. if my results reli prove that i survived this test.. den i tell u this JC life is gonna be a memorable part of my life that i will nv forget even if i gone out to work or grow old or become senile.. haha..speaking about JC life.. its reli a great experience.. i asked a lot of my frens and most of them din reli have bond wif pioneer so when they left they din reli felt very sad.. but for me it was quite "she bu de" la.. haiz.. i mean.. 2 years over in e blink of an eye.. if u noe me well enuf u shud noe im a person that dun reli like changes.. and who noes wat uni life will be like? to tell the truth i was quite reluctant to go up.. how i wish JC life cud be longer.. its so fun lo.. especially in J1 when stress was not there and we can have fun.. haha those days of copying tutorials and goofying around.. o and how can not miss orientation? and the experience of being OGL.. haiz.. such memories.. last and e most to noe dear in JC also got to thank JC life ma.. rite? keke..speaking of which.. today played bball wif S18 peeps after my paper.. den play until quite late cause paper ended late ma after collecting papers release around 545 already.. den when i was walking out of the sch.. reli felt quite sad..i mean.. if nothing goes wrong.. today will be e last day i will see pioneer again.. as in excluding if i were to come back to see the building deliberately la.. ya u noe wat i mean rite? means by nature today will be e last day.. thats y i walked out very slowly step by step.. catching every sight in my heart to be remembered forever.. cause this is the place.. whether i like it or not.. that has accompany me for the past 2 years.. in e blink of an eye.. i think the next time i will return is on the day of results release.. hopefully can bring good news ba.. haha.. farewell den.. once a pioneer.. always a pioneer.. keke.. took a look at the tapestry on the wall beside canteen.. brings a lot of memories also.. haiz.. suan le ba.. there is no party that never ends (chinese proverb) haha.. ok.. niteZ! for those who still have papers.. jia you!
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 1:38 AM