Wednesday, December 29, 2004
clarify misunderstanding..
ooo..and juz a short post to clarify some misunderstanding..
in my previous post abt me..i said tt i talked to shan and i like her...i wud like to clarify..i like "her"..her does not mean shan...wat i meant was..i talked to shan and tt talk managed to bring back many memories i had wif her...well..whus tt her ne? maybe i will reveal later..sorry...yar..u all get me? cause juz now lin lin ask me den i shocked..huh? how come? den i read...ooo..so i a bit type wrongly..haha..the talk bring back memories...not i like shan shan...=)she's a nice gal though..reli treasure her...haha
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 4:42 PM
sorry sorry=P
hey!! haha im here again...i noe i noe..long time never post le rite? hahaha...now chatting wif lin lin den she keep reminding me to post and update blog..juz now chat wif hui hui also remind me..thanks 2 ya two!! haha xie xie!!
i had been out almost everyday these 2 weeks..so din have chance to come online and post stuff nowadays..sorry everyone..haha
went to a lot of places...of cuz is for play la..went out..went orchard..went ice skate..went karaoke..went play bball..went watch movie..u noe..e things teenagers do nowadays..i think this was the best holi in my 4 yrs..hahaha...
anyway...forget everything abt the fun part...beneath it lies some sorta sadness..soon we will be leaving...and im gonna have a whole new grp of frens..i wonder if i will be as happy wif the new grp as im wif them...reli will get to miss them next yr...those not going same jc as me..haiz..hao wu nai ar!! aiyo~~
juz now chatted wif hui hui...she say she had nightmare abt lao da!! (''!!~~) hahaha...i hope she sleeps well tonite..she last nite din sleep well..wake up at 7!! liew...wan an o hui hui..sui hao jiao..haha..good nite to lin lin also..she tml got sch..so must rest well..
and to everyone..sch starting le..well..time to finish up ur hw...and get ready to pack ur mood for the oncoming term...haha
to end it all...actually i had many things i wanna post..but i admit the time is a bit short here...gonna sleep soon cause tml going out again..so i think i juz stop here..intro 1st haha...
haiz...hai shi hen xiang ta...haha..nvm nvm..ok la..end le..=)
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 4:33 PM
Friday, December 24, 2004
parites and gatherings!!
hmmm..haven been blogging these few days..hahaha..cause i think i not at home la...
1st thing..tues evening tt time went out...den meet up wif wei wei and jun and yc...den go pasir ris park there to attend vila's bday party..sorta bbq...well..see some frens there and engaged in some very nice talk...once again..if ur reading this vila...happy bday and frens always!!~~ hahaha..anyway..the beach atmostphere was very nice...calm cool and relaxing..sorta calm my nerves...but while looking at it..sorta bring back a lot os sad memories too..haiz..once again i thought of her..once again i tot of jie kou the song's lyrics..and once again the sorrow filled my heart once more..hmm=(..well..anyway the party was great..went to yc's cousin house stayed overnite after tt..slept at around 2:30am...quite late sia..
next day..woke up at around 1pm..liew...slept very long sia..but quite energtic liao la..cause i noe today gonna be a long day ahead of me..hahaha..i went out and parted wif yc...going to meet wif my pri sch frens...took bus and mrt went to bedok mrt to meet them lo...
talk until here 1st...next blog will blog more abt the outing wif my pri sch frens...it was very fun too..heheZz..
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 10:06 AM
Friday, December 17, 2004
haiz..emotional=X
haha..all along my blog talk abt other pple...ok la..a bit of me this time=)...
well..talked to shan juz now..haiz...you gou qi le xu duo de hui yi...i still like her sia..i noe i still do..but since she kinda reject me le..so i shudnt gif her pressure..anyway i noe tt im not e ideal guy...i mean..wat have i got? no looks..no talents..no nth..haiz...i dun think i stand a chance either..to tell the truth..my heart is kinda dead le..all hopes gone...she already have stead le...wat can i do? juz wait lo...but juz to tell her..i still like u...i'll be rite here de...haiz...everytime talked abt this wanna cry sia..sorry everyone..guess this one will be short...gtg le..=(
other than words of congrats...i dun think there is anymore i can say..=(
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 9:45 AM
results!~~
oooo...turns out tomorrow is the release of the N levels am i rite? haha..first of all..juz wanna tell everyone..be happy and smile! take it in ur stride and have confidence! u all can do it de! dun gif up wor...one more day! hehe...i noe u all will do well de la..dun worry too much=)..they wun mark so strict de..
anyway...talked to hui hui again juz now..she seemed very scared abt tml..haha dun be scared...! u ar..always like tt de leh..have some confidence ok? i hv confidence in u and u must believe in urself too! heheZz...good luck wor for tml..dun be late ar..must meet fren k?hehe...
well..Os going to be out at march also..although still got a period of time but im also quite scared...anyway...to everyone on this world..happiness always!! (''''!!~~~)
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 9:35 AM
parting...=(
well...few days din update blog sia....haha..suddenly feel very emotional to come here and type this..
well..yesterday was wei wei's bday..went out to celebrate wif her..haha wif frens la of cuz..well..she looks reli happy..well it's bday whu isnt anyway? haha..anyway..found tt she reli look very pretty..and once again the memories of lower sec comes back into my mind...we went to pool den went to catch e movie shutter....reli scared...hen pa! tt movie was reli scary..unlike some movies which claimed tt they r wat wat box office..but in e end so sian..this is reli cool..anyway..
e important part of the whole day is the memory it left me..i wonder how much time we have left together? starting from next yr we r going separate ways already..think perhaps we will have very little time for each other le ba..so wu nai and sad to think abt it...we r going to PART soon..
went home and cudnt sleep yesterday nite...perhaps because of shutters..but mostly because of wei wei..i was wondering where we will be on her next bday..probably not celebrating together le ba..haiz...she is chooosing yishun and for me pioneer...not same wor! anyway..i noe she wun see this but jus in case she do..juz wanna tell wei wei tt i will miss u and u will be a special person to me! haha..very happy outing yesterday;)..thanks..all my frens whu have been wif me for these 4 yrs...thanks u all! love u all wor! she bu de!=X
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 9:30 AM
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
frenship~~
hahaha..today was a normal day for me..nothing exciting happened and actually in some sense that was kinda nice..well..however..i do found some interesting things abt life actually..
today lin lin was online..talked to her and realise some reli secret stuffs..haha since it is secrets i shall not say here..but lin lin if ur seeing this..guess wat..ur on the post! haha..actually..i juz find that frenship is easily destroyed..like the advertisement said..it takes 3 minnutes to noe each other but i think it takes 3 yrs to realise a true fren...and perhaps 30 yrs to maintain one true frenship? but some small small trivial thing can destroy it all..haiz..y izzit gonna be this way? feel kinda sad tt is the reality..but i do hope lin lin u and "u noe" can be well again..hao jie mei ma rite? hehe..and thanks for ur resorces again..din noe there were so many places tt have so cool stuffs abt blogs..haha xie xie ni! well...looks like this whole post talked abt u huh? haha..nvm=)..anyway i enjoyed chatting wif lin lin..had a nice time=P..felt a lot of things she taught me..i shud treasure my frenship yar? hehez..
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 5:12 PM
relationship~~=P
haha..well...another thing happen juz now..keruri was online..well..chatted wif her..actually she came to me 1st...and i was very shocked=X haha..seldom she came to me de..but i soon reaslise y..well sth happen ba...
the thing...i cannot elaborate toomuch ba i think..but den again must not be sad wor..i noe she try to sound jian qiang but den again i noe in her heart maybe she is feeling quite devasted...cannot be helped de la..as e saying goes "if u r serious in a relationship..den u will be sad when it ends..because u reli did put sth into it" well it is very true...must jia you k keruri!! haha..dun be like this huh~~ slp early...=)..dun think too much le..smile!
and one more thing....dun degrade urself la..ur not a very bad person..very nice in my view..it's not ur fault..reli=) stay happy k? haha..bleahx=P
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 4:25 PM
Monday, December 13, 2004
hope she's alrite?
well...tonite tt person online again..chat wif her and she seems better le..i do hope she continues to improve...haiz...still quite worried abt her sia ''''!!~~ hahaha..she seems to have some cold war wif someone..=X..quite bad wor hui hui..hahaha...anyway..juz to voice out my feelings...u MUST be alrite de k? wan an o! haha..
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 5:40 PM
chalet~~
well..i noe it has been some time but i oni had time to blog it down now...went to a chalet on wed...to fri..it was fun! for me it was reli fun wor..had bbq and stuffs..play games all nite long..full wif jokes and laughter...and frens get together to be so happy..for a nite or 2 i reli 4gt my worries too! haha..well...din sleep much but it's alrite..haha..slept on the second nite but not on the 1st...reli reli fun la..den went escape and was a lot of fun too..did some silly things..hahaha..anyway..chalets r meant to be like tt de la...
there were pple like xiang yi..zhen hong..colin...kai lin..me..alan..cai le..mei feng..mei yee..anusha..aiyah a lot la..cant name them all..hahaha
anyway..juz had a reflection from the chalet that time reli flies...haha..shall elaborate more on next post..reli tired now..haha=)..but hapi..din noe life cud be so good..but i wan everyone to be hapi too yar!!
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 4:45 PM
Saturday, December 11, 2004
intro=)
so...this is proper introduction i guess..well...whu wud have expect i wud have a blog also..well..i wanted to have one long ago but i din noe much abt com stuff as in uploading..i gotta thank pei fang for that..gotta mention her name here..so tt everyone wud noe tt actually i gotta han dit to her to make this head to toe...a bit thank u and applause!! *clap clap* =)...haha..so..i guess i';; be posting my feelings here in the future ba..well..i reli like wat she done..thanks! =)...guess blogging is fun too..now i finally realise y pple like to blog so much..haha..reli helps u destress ba i guess...
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 5:20 PM
worried...=X
im actually quite worried abt a fren..she seems not okay but she keep saying okay..haiz...i wanna help her but she dun wanna say..very very dan xing de wor..i noe there is something wrong wif her..and i think im gonna make her alrite..it's totally unfair to go thru this alone gal! =P..im here..i gonna help u!~ u noe whu u r la hor.... (''''!!~~) haha..
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 1:18 AM
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
beginning of bLuEsKy
hahaha..well..i dunno y i did it..perhaps out of desperation ba..i wanted something so that i cud confide in...something i can share my sorrows..so here it is..my 1st entry...well..i dun think anyone will read it..anyway juz a rough introduction..will intro better next time..hahaha sorry sorry..=)
ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 1:04 AM
