i died the day you left me

Thursday, August 11, 2005

happy national day!! =P

wah..this time reli ultra long never update blog..haiz..sorry sorry everyone..had been quite busy wif sch recently den no time come library..haha...think quite a lot of things happen ba? u all okay ma? pls tag to let me noe how r all of u doing k? kekeZzZ..

hmm..first of all let me juz write a bit on how i spent my ND holidays..haha..mon half day ma..den after sch all my classmates all separated..some went sec sch some went home..haiz so sad my class never go out together one..oni left me grace and pee jay..haha.. den 3 of us went to eat lunch lo..haha at bukit panjang plaza..haha had quite a lot of fun la wif them..quite crappy..but most of all gossipped about class matters..SHHH!! haha..ok la after that they went home le lo..den i went CWP find rong play pool..haha..den met pei pei wor..haha..wah her hair reli shiok..shuai!! haha hope ur looking at it now hor mummy..kekeZzZ..she and angela and some CCSS frens went to took neoprints..haha..chio liao lo pei pei..bet KM sure like u more de..haha..

after that rong come le lo..den we went play pool at CWP..play until very long..den play wif aaron and HR somemore..haha..play until veyr late la until never go home..haha..den mummy and daughter ask me go see fireworks..together wif fang fang and qin..haha...den i dun wanna make it too boring la..juz noe that we spent e whole nite outside at esplanade and orchard..haha

ok la..next day wif them in e morning den they went home le lo..all so tired le..like reli battery flat sia...haha..mummy u got take care ma? must take care leh..hehe..den i wnt home bathed and went out again..wif mei mei and ning and guys..haha..had fun wor..went play pool den went watch fireworks at marina south..haha..reli nice wor..=)den reach home around midnight den sleep le..damn tired never sleep 4 2 days..haha

wed was quite boring la..cause today had chem test ma..so yesterday basically was studying..haha..but got spent some time call mummy BBSS la...hmm..mummy...i will tell u when the time is ripe k? got some stuff i dunno how to say..but i juz wan u to noe that i trust u more than anyone k? keke..

haha..so long never blog must make this entry longer..still got quite a number of things happen during this period of time..=)got one thing very funny..haha..b4 national day holiday that time on saturday i think..i went out wif TL..heng..john..jonathan..yun..lip and hwee..haha..we played pool for the whole night until the pool closed...den we go "ghost walk" to kranji war memorial..somemore if i never remember wrongly that day is the first day of the chinese 7th month leh!! haha so scary..actually i also dun wanna go one but they all psycho me den in e end cannot resist lo..haha..wah the whole place so cool man..so dark wif all the tombs..haha..reli lo like so spooky..luckily we not the oni pple here..but still very scary la..after that walk all the way to kranji beach..eh very far ok not play play one hor..i think that nite in total i got walked about 10km wor..wah legs breaking..haha..but it was fun wif them la so long never meet...very crappy also..=)

den on sunday also went out wif wei wei brinjal yee YC HY CL to marina bay there to support darren..haha..he very shuai man..wu shu wor..keke..den after that went chinatown eat porridge..wah..i must say no wonder the porridge there so famous sia..not ordinary one..haha..had fun la..joked a lot too..until i nearly lost my voice..haha

ok la..tat is abt everything that happened..hmm..juz now had chem test wor...quite hard although i spent around the whole day studying for it..i hope i can pass..i noe i will be reli reli dejected if i fail..haiz..k la i tupid cannot blame anyone..juz leave it to god le lo..i juz wanna relax now..brain cells all dead..haha

hmm..jess ar jess...very sorry wor let u wait so long..u wanna go liao den still wait for me i very guilty de wor..haha..anyway i juz wanna mention here that i think i sure die long long ago le if it wasnt for u..haha.thanks for the help gal.. must take care k and pls dun cry..haha=)

hmm..vion ar..if u managed to see this..haha juz wanna apologise to u too..that day was my fault..haha..i too late already den u cannot go..haha..hmm..ur body also not feeling well must take care lots ar..=)..will continue to check out for u de..pls zao gu zhi ji!!

still got a lot of things that happened during this period but i think i din list all wor..haha sorry sory memory not good enuf..anyway..that time was watching fireworks wif dina kim fang and qin..suddenly feel very happy and sad..haiz..the firework is very nice la..perhaps cuz i very long never see fireworks le so see liao also very happy..haha..but the sad thing was the beautiful fireworks is so high up in the sky that it is out of my reach..haiz..kinda remind me of her=(..out of my reach

i wonder how many times more i can get to see the beautiful fireworks..our lives r short..sudenbly felt a huge surge of helplessness..haiz..tried very hard to control my tears on that nite...suan le ba..love is often not two-sided..i suppose im juz not goot enuf? =)...i must admit there r many good guys out there..

o well..let me end here den..will try to update soon de..take care all..

if only we can stay at that moment for eternity..
but i noe that ur heart will never be wif me..

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当你选择拉远了距离
就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋