i died the day you left me

Thursday, December 15, 2005

happiness...

happiness...wat is happiness ne? wat does it mean to be truly happy? =X

today finally got some real quality time to surf the net..and took quite a while looking at some pple's blog...of cuz they're all nicely done up..good job..had to comment that fang fang's blog particularly left a deep impression in me..haha..the cute pic wif the sea of stars..but more importantly wat she wrote in her entry...

suddenly have very strong emotions abt it lo...i think she is facing some prob tt she is keeping inside or something..but she sounded quite emotional..make me quite worried actually..u noe..it is a fact that no1 can be always happy..as e old saying goes..there r ups and downs in life..but come to think of it..take a min or 2 to consider..wud u reli wanna be always happy? it wud be quite meaningless to live a whole life juz full of happiness rite? den it wud be so dull and u wud never get to feel how it is like to be sad and to have gain support and help from frens when u have fallen down..the consolence is great isnt it? sometimes..if we think carefully..those troubled times may be times that make our life juz a bit more colourful...

of cuz..no1 wud wanna be sad always too! but i understand tt we all have our probs.. as in fang fang's case..i noe i shud respect her and not probe..i can oni truly say that im worried..i mean..we r close frens..and it reli hurts me to see her so moody u noe? haiz...and so..sometimes we r sad..depressed..hopeless..helpless..we juz need to calm down a bit and let our frens into our hearts..i understand the feeling..it is like u feel that no1 else can understand how ur feeling rite now and u r alone in this world..no1 can reli help u..but den again..if u wud juz reflect a bit...actually frens can help..wo ming bai de..i also got feel as if no1 understand how im feeling also ma..but den..if u juz tell 1 or 2 close buddies how u feel and let them share ur troubles..u will feel much lighter as the load is share by more bodies..remember..juz when u think ur alone..ur not alone..i noe this sounds boring and boring over and over again..but it is true..if u wud juz share ur woes..and relac and look ahead into the light and not the shadow..everything else wud be better...

dun feel hopeless or anything k fang? everyone feels tt at some times..but e most important thing is get up quickly and be happy! i always say this..we oni live one..happy or not..juz once..so..i juz wish that fang wud be happy asap and dun be moody le..

see la fang fang..once i look at ur entries i feel moody too lo..now also..haha..no la juz jk de..i juz wan u to be alrite..if u sad i also sad de neh...=(

it is ok to be sad..it's oni natural..but remember..ur not alone..haiz..how many of u r 100% happy? but we can try not to think so much and juz try to enjoy out life to the fullest..rite? =)

and o yar..read ur entries from 1st to last today fang..i think i realise tt i approached u from the wrong angle...sorry sorry..i think if i were u i wud feel the same way..my apologies for my ignorance..i hope u can forgive me fang? i reli treasure out frenship...

k la..eveyrone dun think too much k? happiness will find us..if we wan them to find us,,

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 12:50 AM

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当你选择拉远了距离
就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋