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Sunday, March 12, 2006

march holidays..common tests

once again..time flies so fast that we took little notice of it...it's march holidays again=) although this year's march holiday was not as happy as last year's..partly because last year j1 can have all the fun..but this year march holiday is used for studying for common tests..no holiday mood at all..=( partly because last year j1 still carefree..can enjoy holiday to the fullest..den this year so much stress..haiz..=(

k la enuf about it..no matter wat i hope the holiday wud drag longer..at least dun pass us by so fast..although today is juz e 2nd day..but i have a feeling that in e wink of an eye..it will all be over..

nevertheless..there r some things to be happy about...1st..im sooooo glad and excited and surprised that all the rss pple came to pioneer!! haha..1st 3 months counted 4 of them...so disappointed la last year during my time we have like 30 de leh...but then after JAE they all came! a big bulk of them is from anderson come de..they say they dun like the culture there..then another big bulk of them is from innova come de...think they wanna come here? haha..PJ's not bad la reli...but it's reli v nice to see them come..made my week lo!! hmm..in particular there is bee bee..lin lin..ting ting..si si..ze...wah too many to name..haha..and how can i 4get the most important han ne? haha yay will get to see han for the whole year again le! kekeZzZ...

hmm...thurs and fri had gp and maths paper respectively...gp was ok la but i think the summary and AQ quite hard...i hope i can pass? maths..o no i dun wanna talk about it...haiz..think cant make it liao..im so stupid.. i try not to be too affected by it lo and dun appear too sad..but reli inside im feeling very scared..dunno how im gonna get the results..=(! haiz disappointed..how?

k la enuf about it le..they always say dun think too much cause it will affect other papers de rite? after march holidays we still have econs physics and chinese..scary sia..=( so gonna start studying le lo...

but den had a great time on fri..cause it's the orientation 2 finale!! haha..although i hear from many of my juniors/og that o2 was not as fun as o1 =) but den i did have fun la..cause there r cheers...shoutings...and of cuz mass and fun dance! somemore the j2 (us) gather behind the parade square there and did our own cheers and very high! haha..hard to describe la but its juz very fun...dance around jumping around and shouting around...the best part was that after the finale og6 (pioneerock) decided to have supper together! the 10+ of us was gathering outside lot 1 mac and sit down and chat chat! wow i never realise they were so bonded sia..make me so happy..at least as an o1 OGL i have done my part =P haha..they told me that their o2 OGLs not as good lo..very xian...den a lot of pple pon..den they pon their og also and join together as og6 and danced together..haha..come to think of it that was wat happen during my o2 also..a lot pple pon then so boring den even ogl cried wor..they say some of the ogl cried this time also..=X! greek methothkus..

well..i guess i try to pick myself up le ba..haiz..i hope im truly happy..i dunno myself...but i try not to talk about it..anyway the world still moves on no matter wat..=( i hope...i juz hope...one day..i will find my one.....

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 11:40 AM

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