i died the day you left me

Monday, March 13, 2006

phone calls..sms..feelings

hmm..juz had a conference call wif nese..mummy..and nisha..its about our outing after the common tests..well..e details we discuss of cuz..but that's not the main point i wanna share here..

it has been some while since i listen attentively to their voices..attentively as in using my emotions..using my soul to feel their voice..their feelings..everyday we converse wif pple..but wif mere words but little emotions..so tonite..cuz my surroundings r all quiet (including tv off) so im in total silence..then while listening to them talking..i realise how sweet their voices r to my ears..okay okay..i mean sweet as in both literally and emotionally..i mean..reli their voice is v cute and sweet..juz v comfortable to hear and makes u feel like u wanna juz sit there silently and listen to them talk..but den..on a more spiritual level..it has been some time since anyone's voice warmed my heart..i mean..it's reli nice..even though they may not realise it and did it unintentionally..but i felt great..appreciated it..thanks!

i talked wif pei pei juz now also..juz that this call she seems quite moody..not the usual pei pei i wud noe..haiz..its about that thing again isnt it? she's always like that..trying to act strong even if she noe she is weak inside..actually pei pei is a gal who needs care and concern a lot in my view..no matter she admits it or not..it's juz that her bark is worse than her bite...reli! she's v nice de ok! =) i hope she can cheer up..though i can feel that my advices have little impact..i reli reli hope...pei pei...u can be happy..

juz received a goodnite sms from vion..warmed my heart too! thanks vion..think she must be studying this holiday for e common tests so dun wanna disturb her too much this holiday..but she gave me quite a pleasant surprise by sending me this sms! keke..at least she haven 4got me rite? wei...study is study but health also important de k! =P kinda wonders..she got read my blog de ma? lol!

someone (secret blog reader) juz change phone...to same model as me hor? haha..wonder if ur reading this now..but anyway...congrats! wei..u also ar..must take care of ur back k? still hurts or not?

fang fang made me realise that some happiest things in life is the simplest..sometimes u dun have to spend huge amounts of money and do extraordinary things to make someone's day..sometimes..juz a simple gesture..a simple expression..can make someone v happy..fang fang did exactly wat i needed...thanks =P

recently like the song shan hu hai by jay & lara a lot..find lots of meaning in it..lyrics meaningful + nice tune..duet leh! haha...k la i will end here..wan an everyone!

re qing bu zai..xiao rong mian qiang bu lai..ai shang nai shan hu hai.....

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 11:07 PM

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当你选择拉远了距离
就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋