i died the day you left me

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

e straw..-.o

hmm..its yet another wed once again! haha middle of the week le..cant wait till fri..yay! some more this weekend 3 days cause of labour day! reli cant wait to relax and enjoy muself! dun u all agree?

haha..anyway this week if u notice the title of this entry quite weird..i shall start by explaining that ba..it's quite a long story but to summarise it..basically i went out to eat dinner wif pei pei and pearly yesterday..den pei pei's mum called so she had to go home early..den left pearly and me lo..we went to buy sweetalk den i ask her to help me shake the drink..to my surprise she shook it so hard until the straw flew to about 100m away from us..very far rite? dunno how she shake de..no wonder she ODAC..strong sia..got a lot of very funny things abt her la but i dunno how to type it out..haha..she was laughing until she cud not walk properly la so funi..den i was teasing her that she laugh until the pearl of the sweetalk could come out from her nose liao..cause she choked on the drink..haha..if u can imagine it..it shud be quite funi..i mean..how often do u see pple shaking the drink until the straw can fly 100m rite?

haha..very funi la i decided to put it on my blog since it made my day..today another CCA day lo..den sch ended early..some more mr tan din come to sch today lo dunno y..so last period which is physics tutorial become no lesson..so theoratically our sch ended even earlier today..but den have to stay in class la cannot go out even though no teacher..so ok lo juz stay there and did some work..

o yar..speaking abt mr tan..yesterday SPA he also din come lo..dunno wat happen to him..heard that he is in charge of bball or something so they went for inter-jc competition den he have to go wif them lo..haha..yesterday SPA skill CD leh..so tense..dunno y although i got study but felt even more nervous..probably this is our last SPA for skill CD le ba..after that no more skill B C and D for the rest of our life liao..left oni one more assessment on skill A den everything will be over! haha yay! anyway..it was quite easy la..easy in the sense that the sch prepared us well b4 we went in for it..we got do similar practises b4 the actual thingy so it was basically juz memory work juz copy copy wat u memorise den can liao..about some thermistor or sth..anyway for those of u who wan tips..gradient is a very large number so if u get it dun b surprised..ur on e rite track!

today J1 got sth sth called green bazzarr (dunno if i spelled correctly =X)..not v sure wat its abt but think it is sth like an environmental campaign whereby they sell stuffs to raise money den the stuff that they sell is environmental friendly de..i got lessons all e way till 1pm so by the time i come to the concourse the stalls all closing liao..also din get to see the pple that i wanna see like han and the 7 flowers..bao bao! sob sob no bao bao =( but den met pei pei in concourse la wif qin qin..den she say she very bored so i accompany her for a while lo around 20 mins like that until she got cca training.. she still haven tell me wat does B square and C square stands for..tell me leh aiyo..den i went around looking for han but she also nowhere to be seen..think either she has ODAC training or she gone home?? hmm *sob*.. some more xiao ru so notti pull my hair! *ouch* haha..but xiao ru quite cute today la her hair like tt v cute..den she running abt also v cute..haha

ok la..think i shall stop here for now..jess and candy remember must go eat sushi next week k! craving for it already..and jess u got tuition de meh? nv heard b4 leh..u juz started izzit? wat subject? aiyo..y everyone getting tuition nowadays..haiz..k la think i must also go do some work le very pressurise..everyone take care alrite! happy labour's day in advance!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 3:15 PM

Thursday, April 20, 2006

hmm..life and death =X

hmm..nowadays time reli pass by very fast hor? in a blink of an eye its thurs again le..i juz feel like the week juz started but the week ending again..haha anyway this is a good sign..at least it means weekend coming again! more sleep! >.<

anyway had a couple of tests this week..had maths test on mon..it was reli hard i dunno wat to say..but i fail until no feeling liao..haiz..den tuesday had physics test..to me it was very hard also la..and perhaps wif some luck i can pass this..god bless me! eh friday got econs..MCQ test la hope this one easier then can pass..=(

anyway juz wanna focus this entry on an incident that sparked off my thinking..yesterday nite sms vion den found out that her favourite rabbit that her dad brought back died..not exactly sure how it died la..but according to vion the previous day it already not eating much le..think it is still a baby rabbit so need milk from its mum..but somehow her dad brought it home..so maybe it died from hunger lo cause it is still too small to eat veggies..

vion said " i hope it wont reborn to be a rabbit in its next life " well...this sentence struck me..i mean..it is a fact that everyone of us will have to die someday rite? hmm.. but come to think of it.. ask urselves..would u still wanna be reborn as a human in ur next life?

true la that this world to some may be full of sadness and stress and all e unhappy stuff..and many of u may not wanna be human again in ur next life..at least we wont be bombarded wif all that stress and torture and heartbrokeness..kinda sad also la..cause no human is without worries..we all have xing shi and unhappiness de ma.. haiz.. zuo ren zhen de hao nan

but den life as a human also quite happy at times rite? think about the times u achieve something great and pple compliment u for that..like getting good results and being very pro in some computer games or stuff..or think about the sweet times of BGR =)..of getting a gf and love and be loved..think about the enjoyments..e movies..tv..msn..going out..eat good stuff wif frens..life is not all a dark sky wif those happy moments to lit it up like shining stars!

haiz..maybe many of u very busy wif tutorials and stuff..but juz take a min to think about it like wat i have done lo..wud u still wanna be human in ur next life? wat do u reli wan in life? =) im sure u will feel better from stress and fatigue after u all sort out ur feelings ba?

anyway got class later so gotta go le..han was beside me juz now but she went off le..hmm..her eyes still so soulful to look at.. very serene and peaceful o.O haha..very big and watery also reli v nice~~ hope vion dun so sad le k! dun cry k! im sure the rabbit will reborn to be a happier being..who noes? maybe a human? keke..take care everyone! lets look forward to weekend!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 1:08 PM

Friday, April 14, 2006

good friday! =) pw =X

wah..reli so busy until 3 whole weeks never update..sorry sorry..got lots of things to say also but den so long den come den a lot of things 4gotten liao..aiyo~~

nvm la..but today is good friday! finally got holiday to recharge myself..v tired from sch recently..even though i try to sleep as early as possible but den i still find myself v tired at the beginning of the next day..i dunno y leh..wat cud b the prob? u all got face similar probs ma? maybe nowadays studies very stress..den get tired easily..haiz..take for example monday..last sunday i slept v early lo i think i sleep 10pm like that..but den this mon had PE 1st period..den drained all my energy..in e end tired for the rest of the day again..one hour of PE is enuf to drain my whole energy stored in 1 whole nite of rest..haiz..its reli getting harder and harder to keep myself jumping around and being energetic..

but anyway i will hang on..i noe i must..keke~~ u all also must hang on ok! i noe in life sometimes we feel v tired and juz feel like stopping for a while..but hey..like the depression speaker said..we r not alone..one chopstick v easy break..but a bunch of chopsticks hard to break! jia you jia you! u all r my fuel to keep me going alrite!

hmm...so does it mean that a good friday must always be accompanied by a bad thursday? yesterday was ironically a "bad thursday".. morning come sch v happy end of the week le..den suddenly announce the release of the PW results...haha..ok la maybe it wasnt so bad after all for a lot of us..i dunno abt other schs..but PJ is full of band 2s..u get band 2 like v normal like that...around 90+% all band 2 lo..aiyo...does it mean a good or a bad grade? i see liao i also dunno to feel happy or to feel sad..but one thing is for sure..u all see liao most of u all no feeling rite? band 2 lo~~ normal normal...=X haha...well anyway as we run the last lap of our jc life..lets pia the rest of the 90% uni admission!! i hope u all did fine and met ur expectations? pls tag and let me noe ur score alrite? im concerned =D best wishes to all!

so now that PW results is out..there is no more weight in our hearts le ba...it juz all boils down to the 4 alphabets at the end of the year.. A A A A1! haha...can de la k=) anyway today a lot of u must be running around orchard ar..bugis ar..somerset ar..town rite? dun think i dunno ar..must be watching movie den shopping den having fun liao de la..keke

and b4 i end..must wish jia jia, kim, jen, kenneth, kathy and lynnette a very happy and sweet 18th bday!! their bdays all either r consecutive days or very close to one another...so i scared i wun have a chance to blog again in the near future..so take this chance to wish all of them! must get lots of presents ar k! and for gals must become more pretty and cute den can electrocute all the guys..for guys must become more dashing and charming den can sweep all the gals off their feet! haha..18 le wor...nice! feel the power and vibrant of being youthful!

hey candy! haha...so u also found ur way to my blog huh? did i ask u wat i wanna ask u yet? quite forgotten if i did..did i? keke..hugs to juney! *pinch pinch* orchard can run but dun run too fast ar..o yar 4gt u wif my xiao ru rite? is the city harvest celebrations thingy today? have fun!! but remember to drink lots of water k! ok think i will stop here for now *yawns* everyone take care lots! take a look at the poem i found in my email..tot it was quite interesting so i wud like to share wif all of u..its v meaningful..but sadly true..haiz..so treasure ur frens =D

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim"
Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 6:34 PM

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当你选择拉远了距离
就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋