i died the day you left me

Thursday, April 20, 2006

hmm..life and death =X

hmm..nowadays time reli pass by very fast hor? in a blink of an eye its thurs again le..i juz feel like the week juz started but the week ending again..haha anyway this is a good sign..at least it means weekend coming again! more sleep! >.<

anyway had a couple of tests this week..had maths test on mon..it was reli hard i dunno wat to say..but i fail until no feeling liao..haiz..den tuesday had physics test..to me it was very hard also la..and perhaps wif some luck i can pass this..god bless me! eh friday got econs..MCQ test la hope this one easier then can pass..=(

anyway juz wanna focus this entry on an incident that sparked off my thinking..yesterday nite sms vion den found out that her favourite rabbit that her dad brought back died..not exactly sure how it died la..but according to vion the previous day it already not eating much le..think it is still a baby rabbit so need milk from its mum..but somehow her dad brought it home..so maybe it died from hunger lo cause it is still too small to eat veggies..

vion said " i hope it wont reborn to be a rabbit in its next life " well...this sentence struck me..i mean..it is a fact that everyone of us will have to die someday rite? hmm.. but come to think of it.. ask urselves..would u still wanna be reborn as a human in ur next life?

true la that this world to some may be full of sadness and stress and all e unhappy stuff..and many of u may not wanna be human again in ur next life..at least we wont be bombarded wif all that stress and torture and heartbrokeness..kinda sad also la..cause no human is without worries..we all have xing shi and unhappiness de ma.. haiz.. zuo ren zhen de hao nan

but den life as a human also quite happy at times rite? think about the times u achieve something great and pple compliment u for that..like getting good results and being very pro in some computer games or stuff..or think about the sweet times of BGR =)..of getting a gf and love and be loved..think about the enjoyments..e movies..tv..msn..going out..eat good stuff wif frens..life is not all a dark sky wif those happy moments to lit it up like shining stars!

haiz..maybe many of u very busy wif tutorials and stuff..but juz take a min to think about it like wat i have done lo..wud u still wanna be human in ur next life? wat do u reli wan in life? =) im sure u will feel better from stress and fatigue after u all sort out ur feelings ba?

anyway got class later so gotta go le..han was beside me juz now but she went off le..hmm..her eyes still so soulful to look at.. very serene and peaceful o.O haha..very big and watery also reli v nice~~ hope vion dun so sad le k! dun cry k! im sure the rabbit will reborn to be a happier being..who noes? maybe a human? keke..take care everyone! lets look forward to weekend!

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就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

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无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋