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Saturday, June 24, 2006

100th post..

hmmm... bu zhi bu jue this is already the 100th post of my blog le.. i din even realise it until i saw e dashboard juz now.. haha.. been blogging for quite a while le wor.. quite surprise i have kept the habit of blogging.. when i started blogging i tot oni a while oni cause that time bloggers was hot.. haha.. but blogging actually helps ya sort out yr feelings!

anyway.. holidays ending le.. not reli consider holidays also la cause for the past 11 years mid year holiday all can play till hair down de.. but as they say..this year crucial year lo..haiz.. study and study.. suan le ba..is like that de.. somehow i wish holidays faster over den can exams faster over at least relax a bit..

that day went out wif han to watch the pjc chior perform at musical fountain at sentosa..haha.. i was late for 45 mins.. so guilty =X sorry la han din mean it..although i noe she joking de la when she scold me.. but somehow i still feel guilty for not having the sense of punctuality.. anyway it was a great day i had! the chior was quite good.. but we both agree that the mike not loud enuf.. so their clapping like louder than their singing? end up in e end like e crowd dunno wat they singing.. but so many pple! i bet they must be feeling reli nervous! haha.. nevertheless.. great job!

apart from watching chior.. we also talk a lot la.. cause maybe we haven catch up wif each other for quite a while.. so we reli had a nice chat on e way to and fro and in sentosa walking about.. i can feel that it brought back lots of happy memories for her.. especially at the food court at the harbourfront interchange there.. haiz.. so long yet still so vivid.. but den i can tell that she's happy wor.. and im very fang xing to noe that.. e most important is to be happy ma.. rite? =)

being wif han also brought back lots of memories for me.. remember those sec sch days? haha those lower sec days where we still wear shorts.. haha if now call u wear u will still wear those shorts to sch ma? woah~ but those days reli fun.. growing up is fun.. take 5 mins to think about those things u did in sec sch.. doesnt them seem so funny and maybe weird to u now? but u still did them wor.. and that time it seems perfectly normal to u.. haiz.. pple do change..

meeting han was like so miracle la.. haha.. "lao da ask for ur number" haha din noe where i got the courage to say that.. but luckily i did! if not everything would be so different now! keke..

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 10:30 PM

Monday, June 19, 2006

beat her flat?

hmm.. v long nv blog again le..here i am..now the holiday is almost ending..and worst of all..it is ending wif mock exams..how great..=X

but all's not too bad this holiday..had lotsa great fun..went out wif nese kim n dina to watch silent hill on last fri..woah..1st of all must say the movie.. its scary..at least i think its scary la but i have a weak heart so some of u watch liao maybe no feeling..haha...the effects also quite good.. when the siren sounds the world will transform to hell..kinda like that..u watch liao u will noe wat i mean..overall quite scary la.. BUT bad ending..dun reli get the message its trying to get across..all of us watch liao dunno wat the ending mean.. cause itsnot a happy ending..dunno how to describe also..

but the more interesting part was when we were eating lunch b4 the movie.. we ate at LJS at CWP..haha guess who we saw... hao and a ger ger wor... so scandalous! haha..den we scare dina jealous ma..so we told her.. " dina dun worry..ur better than her in all aspects..u can beat her flat " den nese burst out laughing lo..din noe wat was so funi..but den later she explain 2 us.. beat her flat has another meaning..er... dun elaborate here la but literally beat her flat.. it's funny ifr u noe e story.. flat.. get it? haha..juz tot that it tickles me so i blog it here lo..

that time we had a voice conference on e phone to discuss about outing stuff.. nisha me nese kim and dina..yar.. v nice la the things we talked about.. although i noe this conference thingy has nothing to do wif the "beat her flat" thingy.. but juz wanna comment that the call made me realise how precious frenship is..

e 5 of us talked freely..as in no restrictions no putting on fake fronts watsoeva.. i suddenly understand wat they meant when they say frenship is sweeter as it gets longer.. although i din say it den cause it would sound mushy..but i like it a lot..its like a surge of warmth flowing through ur whole body.. so nice.. it's been so long since i been so happy like that nite.. like all old sayings.. i wished time wud stop den.. haiz.. no pain..no sadness..juz plain..simple..happiness..

thanks all of u.. =) its like raindrops to my desert soul..

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 6:10 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

holidays? wee~~

haha..currently at mac to tap the internet connection..heard from fren that all macs in sg got free internet so i went to the one near my house to try and see..indeed..there is internet connection! haha ok although for all of u there u may think this is no big stuff but for a guy who hasnt use com for so long this is certainly a big thing..

ok so holidays is finally here!! err..haha at least it has been here for 1 week plus already..but den last week everyday must go back school lo!! remedials after remedials..so tiring la like normal sch week like that..therefore..technically speaking..holidays oni started this week..so im enjoying a few days 1st b4 beginning my revision..ahhh..this is e life~~ anyway..although there were remedials last week..there're lots of fun too! went ice-skating wif class..den went play DOTA wif class..den went chee yong's house wif class to celebrate his bday! sweet 18 chee yong!! haha..wah his house damn big la..like the biggest house in singapore i've been to so far lo..like hotel like that..i think his toilet is like my living room already..reli! haha..anyway it was a great nite! furthermore..theres alcohol! er i mean liquor..haha..everyone who can drink drank some..wooo...can see all the pros emerging ar..can hold their liquor well sia..pple like jordain.. theres pple who got a bit drunk too! haha..everyone was very "hi" and busying photo-taking..great nite! keke..

and..for me yesterday i went out wif mei mei finally! omg...so long never meet her liao lo cause she's been busy and i've been quite busy too..luckily yesterday we both free! haha..went orchard to catch the great singapore sale..keke..walk walk around lo but its not the shopping tat's important..its the person whom u shop wif rite? we juz do a lot of catching up la to sum everything up..i had fun..reli lots and lots of it...its been so long since i relax this much..keep being cooped up by school work and stuff..finally can destress and juz be back myself..she had fun too! rite mei? it was reli good la..and i realise mei grown pretty le..no longer childish..haha..grown taller also le la..BJM~~

so i've been having fun since the holidays reli started..haha..hope to have more in this holiday..since it has oni begun..oOO..when we going out to catch a movie jess? wanna go out ma? or jess too busy wif boy boys? haha..and wat abt sushi? da vinci? wah so shuang!! =)

ok la dun exaggerate..but i juz wanna tell everyone out there that..there is no need to cram and stuff..study at ur own pace alrite! and balance work and play! study and have fun also..dun end up feeling so stress k! dun worry we will all do well de...

lastly..juz wanna tell vion that i miss her =) i hope she's been doing fine alrite ;) take care everyone!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 3:09 PM

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当你选择拉远了距离
就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋