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Thursday, July 27, 2006

yingz...

ahh! managed to survived pass e monday blues..crossed to the tiring tues cause of PE..den enjoyed e short wed cause CCA day together wif some DOTA fun..finally reach thurs.. yay! weekends coming again! haha..

ever since i created this blog i din noe how 2 create the archive section.. den din reli bothered about it ever since so all along din have archives.. until this week ying very pro help me to do it and now its up thanks to her! she did it wif such speed and professionalism! also she helped me put a very nice melodious music! thanks.. must formally thank ying (little papaya) here.. xie le!

got one big big signboard outside library that says " 97 days to A levels " how? haiz.. stress man.. now got lots of pple beside me studying also.. including pple from my class.. haha.. dun worry i will try to control my stress and at the same time work hard de! vion also must work hard k? haha..

yesterday after watching our class's victory against S19 in dota.. i stayed back a while in sch 2 catch up wif kheng tiff and fiona.. actually i haven reli had e time to reli sit down and chat so carefreely in a long time.. so was very contented and happy yesterday.. although tired, i gain something that money cant buy.. i hope u all take some time out to chat wif frens ya? sometimes communicating is very important.. dun wait till tml! cause tml also got homework.. everyday got homework.. den u will never get the time to do it! alrite! and lastly i wanna tell yanni not 2 be so stress.. must study in suitable amounts hao ma? keke.. take care!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 1:24 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006

monday blues..

haiz.. once again its e starting of the week le.. very tiring lo.. juz ended school den got lots of homework again.. i hope the rest of the week will be ok lo.. haiz.. dun wanna write too much cause reli tired.. ooO! haha ying come here le.. i think now her break den she beside me now.. keke.. dunno wanna go eat wif her or not leh.. very hesitant..

but i felt quite good la.. cause i did a good deed.. helped ying to solve her prob.. so i think still quite happy la.. quite contented keke.. =)

today saw pei pei in sch also.. but dunno y ar i saw her in canteen den i look at her den she dao me leh.. dots.. how come ne? izzit she got monday blues also? haha pei pei if u see this pls tell me y ar.. moody? cause of him huh? wat happened?

hao le la.. guess shall end here for today.. looking forward to national day's holidays.. den got 3 full days of holiday! yay!~

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 4:05 PM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

racial harmony..

woah.. im here again le! haha.. yesterday our sch celebrated racial harmony day.. got lots of good food.. fun.. games and performances! haha..

for food.. i personally like the guo tie best from the chinese display booth.. i heard it was prepared by one of the teachers herself.. quite good la although oni veggies.. but got guo tie to eat already very good liao lo so i din complain.. haha.. reminds me of the guo tie i use to eat in crystal jade.. haha.. but so long never go le.. i think i oni went once before lo.. keke..

performances.. ah this one got lots of things to say.. the indian solo so cool lo! she's very skill and can see that she train very hard ar.. very nice.. like it a lot.. den the CO performed! haha ying!! she played very well wor.. nice drumming.. especially the last piece of music..i think call "xiang yan" rite? haha.. superb.. i listen until addicted.. when they perform u feel like sitting in a chinese dim sum restaurant den got the background music den u eat dim sum la.. haha so funny.. but v nice.. good job ying! =) but ying v tired ar.. i hope she can rest well today..last but not the least..the malay performance also v cool.. nice rhythm.. i listen liao also sway wif the beat.. keke

but i notice something ar.. dunno y come jc den so little pple wear traditional costumes le? last time in sec sch whenever got racial harmony day like 65% will wear de lo.. but come jc i think less than 50 pple out of the whole sch.. i wonder y also.. izzit cause they shy? haha.. yanni look great in her qi pao.. although she say actually it doesnt fit her.. but still look quite good la.. haha..

gtg le.. lessons starting soon.. now outside library got photo taking!! haha.. i think my class will be up soon.. looking forward to it!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 1:11 PM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

ps : i love u

haha now pei pei standing beside me.. first time i blog den she beside me.. wee~~im here!!!-->pei ling.. ok so she juz wrote the first line in my blog.. hmm.. this time mid year everyone like did very badly wor.. den pei pei very moody.. i reli think she shud not gif up so fast ar.. cause now oni mid year oni some more she oni j1 this year ma..i got B D E U U-->pei ling.. ok so u all noe her grade le hor? but den its juz mid year ma still got long way to go.. hmm must seriously reconsider wor.. i reli think she shud stand strong and remain in pioneer.. dun go!!

hmm anyway i dun wanna talk so much abt mid year 1st cause i haven got back all e papers yet.. moreover talking abt it will spoil e beautiful day..today weather very good so i reli wanna maintain a good mood juz like e weather.. recently i watch a chinese romance movie call tian...shi wo ai ni.. in english i think it means ps : i love u.. although e movie got some parts very far-fetched la hor.. but den it brought back a lot of memories to me.. to sum it up its abt a couple in love den the guy go thai den met wif tsunami den he came back as an angel wif a mission.. and that is to find the gal another guy to gif her happiness.. very touching la.. haiz cant help but cried.. anyway i realise some very simple things about love..

love can be as simple or as complicated as u wan it to be.. ( by the way now got pearly and han and pei ling and tiffany beside me.. haha dunno y all come here suddenly ) who is rite to judge wat is true love? haiz.. nowadays pple keep on pursuing wat they call true love.. yet sometimes true love can be as simple as standing there foolishly waiting for the gal to calm down when e guy made e gal angry n e gal walk off telling the guy to stand and dun move den e guy reli din move a single step.. so sweet! haha.. i've grown very tired le la.. and i've grown to accept that love is perhaps something i cant achieve this lifetime.. e movie also showed that love can be very selfish but it can also be very noble.. if u love someone.. shud u gif her happiness and gif her up? in e show e gal waited for e guy to return for 3 years and she din allow herself to get into another relationship again... but den when e guy come back as angel to tell her that he wan her to be happy.. he din show any sign of unhappiness when he gave up his gal.. haiz.. if she no longer have any feelings for u.. den keeping her physically also no use de rite since u cant keep her heart.. i suppose if we love someone.. we shud wish him/her happiness ba..

many things cant be controlled by us.. sometimes we get disappointed cause we din get e things we wanted.. but being sad cant solve anything rite? haiz... very wu nai leh.. =( anyway wanna wish all of ya out there best for ur results! must not be disappointed k! must be like bu dao wong like that fall down stand up again! take care!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 3:40 PM

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就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

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无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋