i died the day you left me

Thursday, July 13, 2006

ps : i love u

haha now pei pei standing beside me.. first time i blog den she beside me.. wee~~im here!!!-->pei ling.. ok so she juz wrote the first line in my blog.. hmm.. this time mid year everyone like did very badly wor.. den pei pei very moody.. i reli think she shud not gif up so fast ar.. cause now oni mid year oni some more she oni j1 this year ma..i got B D E U U-->pei ling.. ok so u all noe her grade le hor? but den its juz mid year ma still got long way to go.. hmm must seriously reconsider wor.. i reli think she shud stand strong and remain in pioneer.. dun go!!

hmm anyway i dun wanna talk so much abt mid year 1st cause i haven got back all e papers yet.. moreover talking abt it will spoil e beautiful day..today weather very good so i reli wanna maintain a good mood juz like e weather.. recently i watch a chinese romance movie call tian...shi wo ai ni.. in english i think it means ps : i love u.. although e movie got some parts very far-fetched la hor.. but den it brought back a lot of memories to me.. to sum it up its abt a couple in love den the guy go thai den met wif tsunami den he came back as an angel wif a mission.. and that is to find the gal another guy to gif her happiness.. very touching la.. haiz cant help but cried.. anyway i realise some very simple things about love..

love can be as simple or as complicated as u wan it to be.. ( by the way now got pearly and han and pei ling and tiffany beside me.. haha dunno y all come here suddenly ) who is rite to judge wat is true love? haiz.. nowadays pple keep on pursuing wat they call true love.. yet sometimes true love can be as simple as standing there foolishly waiting for the gal to calm down when e guy made e gal angry n e gal walk off telling the guy to stand and dun move den e guy reli din move a single step.. so sweet! haha.. i've grown very tired le la.. and i've grown to accept that love is perhaps something i cant achieve this lifetime.. e movie also showed that love can be very selfish but it can also be very noble.. if u love someone.. shud u gif her happiness and gif her up? in e show e gal waited for e guy to return for 3 years and she din allow herself to get into another relationship again... but den when e guy come back as angel to tell her that he wan her to be happy.. he din show any sign of unhappiness when he gave up his gal.. haiz.. if she no longer have any feelings for u.. den keeping her physically also no use de rite since u cant keep her heart.. i suppose if we love someone.. we shud wish him/her happiness ba..

many things cant be controlled by us.. sometimes we get disappointed cause we din get e things we wanted.. but being sad cant solve anything rite? haiz... very wu nai leh.. =( anyway wanna wish all of ya out there best for ur results! must not be disappointed k! must be like bu dao wong like that fall down stand up again! take care!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 3:40 PM

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WiLL u EvEr CoMe BaCk...

当你选择拉远了距离
就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋