i died the day you left me

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

monday..

this has been a busy week for jackson.. and i think its gonna get even more busier with each passing day.. after all As is drawing nearer.. and all around u can see everyone gearing up already..

anyway.. i once heard someone said before that " in life.. one shud enjoy success for 5 mins.. dwell on failures for 5 mins.. den move on " i suppose u all noe wat it means.. but its quite hard to implement it sometimes.. takes a lot of determination to let go wat u cant control..

frankly speaking.. this week has not gone too smoothly for me.. mainly cause i think i had a bad start on monday.. nothing much la.. juz some interpersonal relationships.. o ya.. for those who noe wat exactly happened.. its not about school work la.. its juz that i get kinda tired and weary about e stuffs i had to endure.. so like a pressurised container.. i let to had off steam eventually rite? haiz.. but im ok.. i guess i shud not be too moody for too long.. heard from sheryl yesterday that many of the S18 peeps all v worried about me.. haha.. its kinda happy that at times like this u noe u have support..

so i try 2 recover as fast as possible lo.. haha.. can de la.. me jackson leh.. =) dun worry ya!

i think ying has CO until v late today.. yesterday she studying for geog test today.. dunno how she fared.. hoped she slept well last nite.. she had been complaining that she v tired.. but must study finish ma.. keke..

o ya.. one important lesson i learn this week is as long as ur contented wif wat u have.. u will be happy.. here's a story:

on valentines' day.. a middle-aged couple went out into the city to celebrate their 10th anniversary.. after the celebrations.. they boarded the MRT and headed for home..

the MRT was very crowded.. squeezy! the wife and husband managed to get onto the train but they r separated from each other.. juz as the train started to move.. the husband felt a woman's hand grabbed his hand.. he wondered to himself: whose hand could this be? so tender.. so smooth.. so warm.. surely this could not be my wife's.. she's in her mid 40s already.. i wonder y a woman would take notice of me? which aspect of me attracted her?

thus.. amidst the crowd in the train..the husband managed to take out a namecard and place it in the woman's hand.. after the train reached the stop.. the husband got down and look at his wife.. she did not notice everything that happened on board the trip.. phew~

later on.. they crossed a road.. at this point of time.. a car suddenly lost control and headed for the husband.. the wife immediately pushed her husband away and instead went head on wif the car...

in the hospital.. doctors tried their best but the wife's life could not be saved.. the doctors tell the husband to go in and see his spouse for the final time.. he stayed by her side till she catch her last breath.. and when she finally departed.. her hand loosen.. and in it.. the husband's namecard dropped onto the floor...

many a times we took wat we had for granted and always wanted more.. maybe thats y we r often unhappy.. perhaps if we learn to let go wat we cant control.. perhaps if we learn to cherish more wat we now possess.. den.. maybe.. happiness wud come naturally..

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 3:24 PM

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当你选择拉远了距离
就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋