i died the day you left me

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

prelims..relationships..

hmm.. recently feeling much better le.. i guess i have learnt to stabilise my moods.. after all like i said.. in life enjoy happiness for 5 mins.. dwell on sadness for 5 mins.. den move on.. shud be happy each day de ma!

haiz.. prelims arriving in 2 weeks time le.. this sep holiday not like a holiday at all lo.. i rather not have it.. feeling so stressed up.. not that im not studying la but the work that teacher give juz seems too much to every catch up finishing them.. haiz.. dun wanna think too much abt it le.. keke

anyway my focus today is not gonna be on studies.. of cuz not la! aiyo.. there r so many other things more important than studies! u noe.. relationships.. be it frenships.. bgr.. or any kinda relationships.. takes a long time 2 nurture and grow but oni takes a brief moment to be destroyed..

there was once a farmer that slogged his life in the fields all day long.. he worked hard and dilligently to reap wat he sow.. true enuf.. he has good harvests every year.. in his field there was a very old and huge tree which he love the most.. this was because the tree grew from a little seed he planted when he was young.. and it grew for years from his father's time to his to become the big and strong tree that he wud take shelter from the sun whenever he was resting from the farming..

and so.. all along.. be it rain or shine.. he wud water the huge tree everyday without fail.. even if its raining whole day that day.. he wud still do it as it symbolises the care he give for the tree..this went on every day of the years..

one nite.. a huge terrible storm hit the land.. the farmer juz managed to got home after watering his favourite tree when hell broke loose.. lightning struck and winds were strong.. the farmer was worried for his tree.. but yet he could not step out of his house due to the bad weather..

the next morning.. to his susprise.. his favourite tree was struck to death by lightning.. its trunk and wats left of it have been strip off its bark.. and it was all black like charcoal from the lightning.. of cuz.. the farmer was extremely sad.. he hug the trunk and broke into tears.. alas! all e years of care.. of watering and fertilising could not prevent the ordeal from happening! y?! the farmer cant help but to ask.. all his hard work has gone down e drain wif juz that swift miliseconds of the lightning.. all those years were nothing..

im not very sure whether u understand e story.. but i think i got its meaning.. its pretty simple.. relationships between humans r already very fragile as it is.. so.. i think we shud all think very very carefully before scolding harsh words on other pple and starting a quarrel or anything bad.. i mean.. think about e consequence.. izzit worth the impulse???

haha.. must thank little papaya here.. had i not studied wif her i dun think i will study at all! haha.. sorry la i think i pretty lazy also.. oops.. i think library closing soon le.. haha.. sorry for the slow update! but i will try to come back asap! take care!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 5:21 PM

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当你选择拉远了距离
就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋