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Friday, November 24, 2006

treasure..

hmm.. like wat most of u experienced after ur A levels.. i was packed to the fullest so far.. i mean its still v busy for me.. juz that is anything but studies lo.. i see many of u nodding ur heads now.. haha.. same thing rite? haha.. ironically after major exams everyone is still very very busy juz that no1 touches the books anymore.. haha.. felt quite unemployed sometimes.. haha.. but den again.. must relac rite? haha.. next week got class chalet plus prom nite.. so think will once again be packed all e way to dec..ho ho ho~

here's something i saw for myself at some neighbourhood shopping centre.. a guy juz bought a new wallet and he emptied his old one to use the new one on the spot.. den he was about to throw the old wallet away into the bin.. i looked at it and it seems alrite to use.. i mean the appearance looked a bit old and dirty but i dun see any big holes in it.. juz as he was about to throw it away an old women who dressed quite shabbily called on to him to stop him.. she dun seem very well off from her dressing.. she ask the guy whom i think she dunno la but she ask him in dialect wat he gonna do wif the wallet.. he said he wanna threw it away den she ask him if he can gif it to her.. the guy use the kinda weird look at the woman for a sec den he gave it to her.. after all its better than throwing it awat aint it?

the woman took it to one side den sat down and clean the wallet wif her hands.. she mumbled to herself in dialect again.. saying that its such a waste throwing away such a good wallet..

actually its nothing much.. some of u may ask y i blogged this incident.. small thing wat.. have u every tot of wat u have rite now? wat u possess.. be it material or non-material.. wat u took it for granted may be others' desires.. the man took e wallet as trash.. but the old woman who is more financially strapped took it as treasure.. im not saying material terms.. but most oftenly we r unhappy because we think we dun have enuf den we wan more.. think twice b4 letting someone go.. b4 letting something go.. b4 giving someone or something up.. the rule of thumb.. we oni live once.. no regrets pls.. so think twice..

as for me.. im quite contented now.. i mean dun reli have any desires.. i wan life simple and plain.. im alrite wif that.. but i came to realise one rule that we all noe but may not pay attention to.. no1 is liked by everyone rite? kinda ironic.. haiz.. true as it is.. i think i met wif some troubles wif some pple also.. as much as i wud like to turn the situation around.. all e actions and efforts came out wrong.. i dun reli see how some pple wud comdemn others so much.. but i guess maybe we shud let time dilute a little.. i think first impression is a prob ba.. i mean.. once u see the person u dun like him u wun spend more effort to noe him better den everything he does will be discounted in ur eyes rite? moreover im quite an impulsive person who does things without thinking sometimes.. so i believe things took off the wrong place there.. something juz went wrong lo.. cant blame.. interpersonal relationships is always a prob to many pple.. thats y i decided to tone down.. maybe shud change myself ya.. to fade away a bit.. and be more blended in the crowd and not be so noisy and stand out.. juz.. go wif the flow.. and let me disappear.. like one of the dimmer stars in e wide galaxy..

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 11:37 PM

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就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋