Thursday, November 16, 2006
woah! freedom! ahhhhhhh!!!
woah.. around half a month never update le.. haha cause A levels period for me about half a month also ma so this period piaing for the final lap.. haha.. but guess wat? its all... OVER!!! i blogged a bit too late.. wanted to blog earlier as in the same day as release from torture but ended up slacking until pass 12am den time lag by one day.. haha..the last day was also the toughest day.. from morning to evening.. come to think of it.. for me A levels everyday is afternoon paper except for the first day (GP) and the last day which technically was YESTERDAY!! haha yes! its finally over! i reli cant emphasis this enuf cause the feeling reli cannot be express enuf in words.. its basically the same as O levels but now on a greater scale cause A levels is RELI VERY STRESSING LA! that day i was studying and i on my radio while i study.. a uni student called in and the DJ ask her whether uni life more stressful or last time A levels more stressful.. guess wat.. yeah she said she prefer uni life lo.. so from here we can see that.. *ahemx* sorry ar use economic term.. from here we can see that A levels is the bottleneck.. once we gone thru this we r freer liao.. yay!haha.. but actually dun reli feel as happy as wat i tot i shud be.. of cuz im happy la no doubt.. juz that b4 everything ended i've always dreamt of this day to come and i wud be jumping on top of the tables and tear off my entry proof the moment the invigilator say "ok u may go now" haha u get the picture.. but today.. o i mean yesterday when he reli said that den i felt " uh.. ok lo " u noe that kinda feeling.. i noe it has ended.. but e level of happiness juz wasnt as high as i expected..and i think one of the reason i din reli feel high was cuz most of my classmates still haven finish.. for ur info if u din noe i dropped chem in J1 thats y i finished so early without the chem paper 1 to drag our torture by 2 days for that 40 MCQs.. but oni 3 pple in my class drop chem.. e rest drop econ.. thats y today oni 3 of us finished A levels.. the rest still have chem.. so the atmosphere wasnt reli there ma.. i mean compare to if im in a class where everyone took econ physics and maths den everyone shout today den i will also be more enthu rite? so u get wat i mean.. nevertheless.. i heard they going celebration on friday after their chem last paper also.. cause its hao ( class manager) bday! haha.. great.. den i will be enthu.. hahaanyway sorry i blogged so much about A levels cause i reli cant believe that it has reli ended plus im gonna blog about it this whole entry cause i think i blog a lot now den i wun talk about it again le! haha.. having survived this period.. eh actually not reli survived la must still see results next march.. but having survived the stress its reli a challenge.. u noe before our As we got assembly talks and they invite the seniors back to tell us about how they felt and control exam anxiety b4 their As.. actually i was quite doubful about some of the things they say.. reli got that bad meh? but now i can tell u..it can reli be quite bad.. haiz sad lo we r in this education system so we juz have to accept it.. wat to do? haha.. if my results reli prove that i survived this test.. den i tell u this JC life is gonna be a memorable part of my life that i will nv forget even if i gone out to work or grow old or become senile.. haha..speaking about JC life.. its reli a great experience.. i asked a lot of my frens and most of them din reli have bond wif pioneer so when they left they din reli felt very sad.. but for me it was quite "she bu de" la.. haiz.. i mean.. 2 years over in e blink of an eye.. if u noe me well enuf u shud noe im a person that dun reli like changes.. and who noes wat uni life will be like? to tell the truth i was quite reluctant to go up.. how i wish JC life cud be longer.. its so fun lo.. especially in J1 when stress was not there and we can have fun.. haha those days of copying tutorials and goofying around.. o and how can not miss orientation? and the experience of being OGL.. haiz.. such memories.. last and e most to noe dear in JC also got to thank JC life ma.. rite? keke..speaking of which.. today played bball wif S18 peeps after my paper.. den play until quite late cause paper ended late ma after collecting papers release around 545 already.. den when i was walking out of the sch.. reli felt quite sad..i mean.. if nothing goes wrong.. today will be e last day i will see pioneer again.. as in excluding if i were to come back to see the building deliberately la.. ya u noe wat i mean rite? means by nature today will be e last day.. thats y i walked out very slowly step by step.. catching every sight in my heart to be remembered forever.. cause this is the place.. whether i like it or not.. that has accompany me for the past 2 years.. in e blink of an eye.. i think the next time i will return is on the day of results release.. hopefully can bring good news ba.. haha.. farewell den.. once a pioneer.. always a pioneer.. keke.. took a look at the tapestry on the wall beside canteen.. brings a lot of memories also.. haiz.. suan le ba.. there is no party that never ends (chinese proverb) haha.. ok.. niteZ! for those who still have papers.. jia you!
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