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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

university admissions..

hi everyone! its me again! haha.. trying hard to keep updating as soon as possible.. but i feel that its no point updating everyday when there is little things to say rite? quality over quantity dun u agree? haha..

well everyone my age is busy wif uni admissions.. asking here and there abt details.. at first when i hear from my frens that everything cud be done at home wif a click of a mouse i was so glad! i mean being a malaysian it means a lot to me when u dun need to make a trip personally down to each and every of the 3 unis.. but den again online application do have their down side.. well.. one point being that there is a lot of info and pple do get confuse looking at so much words.. things like.. is writing an essay necessary? is submitting appraisal forms compulsory? confusing man.. but nevertheless it beats making a trip and filling in forms.. well in e end i still made trips to submit paper documents so its not much of a difference la.. lol

well thats y i think i feel so tired and "unlively" recently.. been feeling like dozing off even when im no longer in college.. kinda miss those days surprisingly.. omg those lectures.. but i kinda miss it.. lol.. u will noe wat i mean when its ur turn.. for those who r appearing very shock now that someone will actually miss lectures?!? haha.. relax..

eh.. i guess after this period is over i shud be back to my old self.. keke.. and also still quite down wif results.. not down cause i din do well la.. but quite down cause wat if i get all lousy courses? where will i go? haiz.. well actually it all boils down wif me not doing well enuf rite? haiz y.. my GP.. no! haiz.. o well.. but like i tell myself.. everyone of us have this kinda rough sailing in life.. no1's life is completely smooth rite? so i will be fine.. i think?

haha think thats it for me recently.. not much to blog.. o this saturday going picnic wif SBL and sunday got a date wif pei and le le.. hope le le will be okay? haha..cheer up everyone!

o and sorry ying if i seem kinda "unlively".. trying my best ya.. u take care lots! cya!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 7:54 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

university life..

well.. so far come out from camp 4 almost one week le.. still kinda miss life in there but den i felt happy cause now i made lots of new frens and we do keep in contact even after NS ends.. so everything's well..

so i went to collect results le.. guess the rumours were true ba.. got A C C.. A for econs.. well its not the best score out there but i guess it will get me somewhere.. if im lucky enuf maybe it can get me into business or something? haha.. not sure yet but i think i going apply tml together wif kim nese dina and jen.. so everything wait till tml ba cause we will consult each other's opinion.. keke.. my teacher told me not to worry cuz this score sure can go uni de as long as u not too choosy.. she said that lots of pple did worse than me in pioneer.. i wonder.. true meh? but my fren told me different story.. this year improve lots from previous year.. maybe beneath the glory there r lots of pple who din do as well.. nevertheless.. i hope everyone can go uni and pursue our dreams ok!

not so much abt results today.. but i went thru the brochures that we received together wif the results.. those books have this section "managing stress and handling uni life".. wow.. i wonder how uni life is like.. of cuz there will be much independence and its no longer like jc and previous education institutions whereby u get banish to a corner of the class for not completing ur work.. so u gotta have a lot of self displicine wor.. haha.. but above that all.. izzit very stress? last time when i graduate from sec sch also a lot of pple tell me jc very stress de even more stress than uni.. but i feel jc is ok leh.. or izzit im use to it ar? well anyway i hope uni's not too bad.. looking forward to it but feeling a bit scared.. i hope i will be alrite? haha.. i guess i will be.. since im going to be the youngest guy there.. so i think can seek help easily ba..

actually im a person who dun reli like big changes.. but i guess it is inevitable ba.. haha..well.. now juz relax and apply 1st.. dun worry too much.. i learn a very important value.. live each day as it is and dun look back in anger or regret.. so everyone.. take care and be well alrite!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 5:13 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

wow..out of army!

yoohoo!!! finally survived the malaysia army to see daylight again! haha.. ok i mean at least that is wat i initially thought when i went in la.. dreaded army at first.. cause heard lots of rumours about it from frens.. but den when i went in i found out that lots of stuff they say not true de.. food is edible.. pple still nice generally.. so.. actually kinda enjoyed it..

actually mixed feelings today la.. when we first kena army many of us also say very suay y they ballot also kena so lucky.. but after i went in i reli tot i shud have went in.. its a once in a lifetime experience and u make lots of great frens there.. keke.. today when we were about to leave camp.. have a feeling to stay longer.. i noe this sounds crazy to those who haven been to malaysian army.. but trust me.. once u experience it.. u will grow to like it!

but den again like chinese proverb says tian xia mei you bu shan de yan xi.. so we still parted our ways and now im free again.. yesterday nite slept at 4.30am.. chatted wif dorm mates.. and it was a very touching scene as the teachers sang the parting song (in malay) den everyone cried.. i dun understand so i din cry la but everyone cried including guys.. so touching! i remember there is this one guy i saw when i first knew him he told me he wanna escape camp.. but who noes? yesterday he cried too.. haha..

ok la enuf abt army life.. u have to experience it to know wat im talking abt.. so anyway.. gonna take my results already.. heard i got ACC.. dunno true not.. but happy enuf wif it ba.. haha..

haven got much things to blog yet since i juz come out.. frens im out! call me out ya! haha.. well continue again another time ba.. take care o! remember registration closes 1st april so dun miss the timing okay!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 9:12 PM

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