i died the day you left me

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

adapting..

ok.. 3rd week wasnt so bad.. i guess everyone was a freshie once and everyone was blur once so this is inevitable huh.. but the fog is starting to clear up.. at least now i understand the lectures (some of it i guess).. haha.. but den again no worries im not dejected at all! in fact i think im quite contented wif my life because i have lots of fellow hall mates to support and assist me when i need anything.. boy are they super enthu man.. every nite also got activities.. even on weekday nites! lol.. and how can i forget my chinese mates.. they're very helpful too! chinese faculty is relatively small compare to facs like engineering (120 compare to 1000? 2000?) but den small is good in a way because we all noe each other and we're all reli helpful! like 1 person print notes he or she will print copies for all of us.. not the impression i had in mind of uni where it is everyone for themselves.. i guess other than academic everything else shud be quite in place.. keke..

speaking of academic.. juz now in lecture lecturer sprung a surprise quiz for us.. its graded la! omg.. haiz den we all so shocked.. "juz 2 questions about chinese literature" she said.. but den its not the number of the questions but e difficulty! okay la its not too hard but for pple like me i dunno how to answer la.. 1st question is ask u which dynasty's chinese literature do u like best and why.. the 2nd question is ask u whether u would agree that poems is the mainstream in chinese culture and literature and why.. haha see not hard rite? at least u all wud understand the question.. but if i reli wan u to write out an answer how wud u write? now does it seem harder already? moreover i dun have poets and poems to quote to substantiate my answer lo so it seems shallow.. haiz.. suan le its over..

okay so the term goes on.. still considering whether to switch course not.. cause switching course within sch of HSS means got transfer of AU (credits we need to graduate) so in other words the modules i study wont go to waste.. but who noes? maybe i will come to like chinese? we shall see.. keke..

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