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Thursday, August 09, 2007

uni life..

ooook so the 1st week of sch begins.. of cuz u all noe uni gives a whole load of freedom and ur no longer wearing uniform and all that.. but who wud have tot that u wud have to fight for modules and go to web to see all the announcements and queue up for 1 hr juz to print ur notes? i guess even though i was mentally prepared not to be spoon fed anymore.. im still shock by the drastic change in my life.. but like my roommate says.. this is all part of growing up.. and when i noe i can sleep until 1430 and go for one lecture and thats it for the whole day.. i noe i have flipped open a very different chapter of my life..

not to say uni is "slack".. i wud rather say uni is all base on independence.. everything u will have to do for urself.. go website check for announcements and check for lecture notes and final emergency stuffs like sudden change of lecture time or make up lectures.. and there is this "add-drop period" that i have to mention.. it's super crazy man.. to put it simply across to those who r not yet in uni.. its a period where the uni open their system to let u take up the subjects that u wanna study.. yeah sure its simple juz go online and select and add those subs into ur acc.. but the prob is there is limited spaces and so many applicants! so the uni opens the system at 0930 on 7th august and we r all camping in front of the com all ready to press the add button.. the moment the server opens within 30 secs every good module is gone.. only left those modules either very hard to score or in those unholy timings like 1730 to 1730 which is crazy.. im totally stupefied.. i mean.. we r here to study but yet we have to fight for our modules? wow so this is uni huh.. haiz..

the lectures r okay.. i heard from my fren engine is totally speedy man they juz touch and go and u dunno wat they r talking abt cause everything is so fast like squeeze 2 years jc stuff into 2 hrs kinda stuff.. for my literature thingy its still ok.. but still not use to the fact that lecture is conducted in chinese and im actually not very cina.. im cina i listen to cina songs but ever since young all lessons r conducted in english rite? not very use to it yet.. very weird.. and everyone speaks proper chinese.. very few singlish.. not use to that too.. lots of pple ask me y im in this faculty.. i guess i dun need to elaborate again.. haiz.. too late to regret now.. sobs.. moreover i dun have a strong chinese background so when they talk abt poems and poets and phrases den i totally blank out.. wat exactly is chinese literature? li bai.. oni noe the famous moonlight poem.. haha oops

but above academic of cuz uni is fun.. i have outings like everyday! og outing and hall outings and stuff.. everything is so on la.. pple juz sms u and everyone say they can make it.. totally happening man.. its super nice and u feel very cosy to noe u can count on someone.. haha.. when i ask them if can print for me notes or help me wif stuff they agreed without hesitation! it makes u feel very heart warming.. keke.. now have k box movies dinner supper everything la.. super zai man..

well.. wat i plan to do now is to chiong double major.. i wonder if i can do it.. pple tell me its stress la but i noe i have to do it.. bo bian lo.. who tell me go wrong course.. now have to double up to make it up.. if possible i wanna double major in chinese and economics.. but have to do sufficiently well la.. haiz.. see how 1st..

o ya.. think dun talk to much abt stressful stuff la.. anyway today is national day so happy 42th bday to singapore! haha.. marina got pretty fireworks but den i noe is squeeze like sardines one so its quite useless to go and even if u go there early to camp there den how u come back? by the time u come back mrt buses and everywhere wud be so crowded lo.. keke.. nvm la later we gathering in hall again to talk talk..

its ok la i noe i have my frens around.. i juz hope i will be alrite.. *pray pray* well sch finally start le.. so from now onwards u all jia you k! i think thats it for now.. wish me luck! all the best to all my frens and loved ones!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 7:39 PM

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