i died the day you left me

Monday, December 03, 2007

holidays..

o! haha guess was too busy playing until i forgot to update.. anyway exams r over! haha ok they r over for a week now.. lol.. did the usual stuffs that i planned to do after exams.. go k box, go back Malaysia, played a bit of com and juz listen to music and relax (rot) haha..

went back pioneer wif joyce and the gang last fri nite to sat morning for the alumni movie marathon! haha the response was quite good! a lot of old frens came back and i see those familiar faces once again.. so familiar yet so distant, for they have changed much since they move on to uni/army.. nevertheless it was a fun-filled nite and i din sleep at all! *tired* haha.. the movies r nice too! LT1 and LT2 each showcased horror and non-horror films.. i dun reli like horror films u noe.. weak hearted lol.. but music and lyrics.. omg good! "way back into love" very melodious and sweet duet.. and the jokes r good too! not lame ones but reli funny ones.. lol.. and saw dennis yeo.. he changed quite a bit too! but den still as cranky..

it brings back countless memories as u stepped back into the compound where u once spend most of ur time in.. the grand stand.. the basketball court good for viewing stars.. the hall where u been thru one of the best times (orientation) and e worst (A-levels) within one same spot.. lol the canteen where the food u always complained and everything abt it.. they painted the buildings red now.. looks more.. er... trendy? haha.. but i noe i wud never forget pj.. my frens.. my class.. time flies i guess.. well for one thing the toilets r still very very clean.. always proud of pj's hygiene standards.. lol..

tin asked me whether i remembered those times where we used to spend eating outside lot one beside the Giordano window.. haha.. yeah it was unforgettable.. words wun do it justice.. unforgettable..

if there is a company in this world that sells information about when ur gonna die at $1 will u buy it? i wun.. i wan death to come swift and sudden.. i dun wanna have any preparation or any worries when death nears and take me away.. knowing too much is not good sometimes.. moreover i will worry and worry if i know my end is coming.. i wan to live my life wif no regrets and head towards my last page of my story gracefully.. wud u buy it? wun u wanna noe when ur gonna die? however if there is a company that wud shorten my life at $1 i wud consider buying.. long life is tiring.. i wud rather it be a firework blast.. gone at the next moment but great while it lasted..

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 6:02 PM

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当你选择拉远了距离
就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋