Saturday, January 26, 2008

CNY..

ahh.. new year's around the corner o! the year of the mouse is coming.. and that means the year of the dragon is around the corner also! since the zodiac cycle has restarted from the 1st (mouse) haha.. and that means we're all getting old.. sobs..

but nevertheless it's still good to be in the festive season.. haha.. o! finally going back home.. i haven gone home since the semester started cause of sch and admin and hall stuffs.. but now finally much of the stuffs have settled down and im ready to start concentrating and settle down as well! haha.. have been in hall these few weeks most of the time so din reli feel the new year atmosphere yet cause no CNY goodies around + never go those re4 nao4 places like chinatown.. i guess i will feel it when i go back home ba.. keke..

as for sch.. everything is on-going and well i suppose.. i noe i have to stay strong and i hate whining too.. so wont talk much abt it.. i think it will get better! yay! haha.. well sch is sch after all.. and work is always a chore.. Chinese this sem got lots of readings.. very different from last sem lo.. think last sem was like a intro to the course and they dun wanna scare u away.. but this sem is the real stuffs.. den again.. which course is easy? lol..

and i definitely have to talk abt the hall olympiad opening ceremony in Students Recreational Centre (SRC) this wed.. there was the mascot and cheerleading competition! omg! first time seeing pple cheerlead live! so cool and enthu man! there was the tossing, flipping, stacking, dancing and cool self-made costumes for the mascots! maybe im mountain tortoise la first time see so super exclaimed.. haha.. but u will feel quite nervous for the performers because got a lot of mistakes! got 1 hall their cheerlead finale was a 3 human towers formation.. but when they stack up 2 fell and oni 1 tower left standing! haiz.. very frequent falls.. and got 1 gal she fell forward and the base cant catch her! ouch! pain lo.. haha.. in e end hall 1 got 3rd, hall 15 2nd and 1st goes to hall 8! haha.. great eye-opener man..

weather's quite nice recently.. sunny.. i like sunny days.. though can get a bit hot at times when ur outside but when im in my room and looking outside the window it juz makes me happy to see the sunshine! haha.. i hope everyone is doing fine nowadays? keke.. happy new year! remember to do some new year shopping soon o!


ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 3:17 PM



Friday, January 18, 2008

busy busy..

woah.. these 2 weeks xiong.. lots of academic stuffs rushing in now that semester has started.. for those of u who's not in NTU, now is the so called add/drop period.. it's the period where u can add and drop ur modules after trying out 1 or 2 lectures.. maybe u dun like u can drop those modules.. and maybe other pple drop got vacancies u can snatch it up too! remember fastest finger first works in NTU.. lol.. thats y i was so busy cause everything was messed up.. maybe after 1st 2 weeks things will settle down..

still cant reli get use to the new environment.. in a way i got wat i wanted.. so i shud be contented wif wat i have now rite? but the question keeps popping in my head: y am i not feeling happy? i dunno leh.. maybe ellie's rite.. now is the transition period.. maybe things will get better? after settling down in uni life for 1 sem suddenly everything starts from scratch again.. plus now that pple in there has cliques already its very hard for me to break in.. met serene in cyber security lecture today.. think wat she said is v true.. starting of the sem 1st few days v impt.. must try and find pple and cliques.. after that pple form cliques le its v hard for u to break in.. very weird.. haiz.. i like the things im studying now.. but somehow deep down inside i miss those frens back there.. hmm.. i hope time can help.. i hope..

think this semester quite xiong.. had a rough look at the workload.. yeap.. got a gut feeling that i cant reli blog that often anymore.. keke.. o! happy bday to mei mei & wei qi! happy bday to u.. happy bday to u.. happy bday to wei qi and mei mei.. happy bday to u! join e 20 gang! big 2 le o! i wish u happiness and smooth-sailing in e year ahead! keke..


ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 11:33 PM



Monday, January 07, 2008

happy bday to me! losing my teenagehood >.<

7/1/1988.. wat a day! haha.. 7/1/2008.. omg! so fast im turning 20 le!! sobs.. nineTEEN.. twenTY! no more a teen! haiz.. guess im reli reli getting on my age now.. luckily happiness doesnt decrease wif age.. this year bday's still a very happy one and though im getting old i think im a happy old man.. lol.. must still wish myself a very happy bday.. happy bday to me jackson! must be a good boy this year and keep the happiness going.. and my wish goes out to everyone around me.. to all my dearest frens who made my bday a happy one.. i wish u all happiness and a smooth-sailing year ahead as my bday wish! in my view.. a bday is nothing more than an ordinary day with no one to celebrate wif.. it is oni when there r frens and loved ones around that bday becomes a very very special occasion.. a day which u thought everyone has forgotten.. when u find that u lost the feeling so innocent and naive.. when u forgot how to blow out a candle and when those frens taught u how to all over again.. and when u look in their eyes and see that they're happy for u.. it is this day that's reli very very special.. and im certain i wud never never forget this very day when im born and when i found back this very special and magical feeling.. hence i must thank a few groups of pple here for spending effort in making me feel very very happy and very special today.. they are:

SBL.. how can i forget? the very first group to celebrate my bday and to gif me a cake.. haha.. o man these pple r my family! to eveyone in SBL.. i sincerely thank u for making my day and and im sure our frenship and family ties shall nv end! haha now im 20 but dun forget everyone of us is turning 20 this year too! muahaha! *evil* frens always!

ying.. haha thanks for the present! in ur busy schedule u still can find time to buy me a present wor.. very sweet and thoughtful of u keke.. thanks thanks.. i haven got the chance to open it yet but i noe im gonna love it.. thanks yeah and take good care of urself! dun fall prey to stomach flu again alrite! haha..

my JC peeps! which include kheng, bin, maine, xin, mimi! haha.. wow the voucher u all got me! lol its wif mimi haha.. but anyway i wont shop alone also so its fine rite? thanks thanks.. u all be happy ya? i wish u well.. meet up soon o! rice plus dough plus water.. lol

my coursemates! haha too many to name.. to everyone who wished me happy bday.. and to everyone who sang bday song to me outside lt4 today! haha i will never forget the scene at the spot outside lt4 where so many pple sang bday song to me! so far in my previous 19 years no group this size has ever sang to me bday song b4! haha.. o and thanks to tin tin and yan for getting me the very cute cake! i love it! and to those in my clique.. joyce, serene, ellie, wan ting, wei li, bin bin..thanks o! ellie pls get well soon ya.. how come suddenly so serious? must not be stubborn and must rest early k? i wish u well and quick recovery in this new year.. i wish u well =)

my hall peeps! haha they bluffed me say wanna meet go bugis shopping.. so cheeky huh whoever thought of this excuse to bluff me.. den in e end it was shopping.. FOR ME! lol.. they say that "if you're ever going to find a gf u gonna repackage urself.. and base on ur dress sense now.. tsk tsk tsk" lol.. so yeap.. first time i feel like a mannequin, changing into various clothings in a short duration with 5 gals and 5 guys judging and choosing clothes for me.. lol.. well.. it made me felt a bit awkward.. but special.. thanks.. and to my roomie.. kian lin if u ever see this.. i hope if i did offend u in any way in the past.. let bygones be bygones ya.. all e best and thanks!

last but not least my sec sch gang! haha wif mummy dina and daughter kim and their other halves.. tgt wif nese nisha hao feng ying drew.. thanks for the chocolate cake and the clothes! wow both hall and sec sch peeps gave me clothes huh.. is my dress sense reli that CMI? lol.. alrite alrite i will improve i guess.. lol.. it's juz that there is no purpose in dressing up so nicely nowadays.. haiz sch oni ma lol.. and thanks for the surprise.. the so called "bill" huh nese.. very ingenious.. calling the "bill" which made me stand on the chair with the whole fish & co staff and customers singing bday song to me wif the chicken hat.. lol.. and blowing off the candles from up there in the chair at such long distance.. lol.. thanks.. it made me feel reli special.. well i guess everyone's oni 20 once and if im gonna turn 20 i gonna turn 20 wif a bang! haha thanks for the effort guys..

and thanks to all those who wished me thru smses, calls, hand-shaking and any and every other way.. i reli reli hope i covered everyone? no words can do my feeling justice.. im truly grateful to all in making me a very very happy jackson on this day 7/1/2008.. and as time trickle away and i officially turn 20.. i wish myself happiness too! like xian said.. dun be a zhao1 cai2 mao1 all e time.. live life for urself! and i will.. i wish myself happiness and fate shine upon me soon.. happily ever after? *chuckles* happily ever after..


ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 9:30 PM



Thursday, January 03, 2008

new year.. new beginning..

happy 2008 everyone! a whole new year.. a whole new slate.. a new page of our lives for us to write and strive.. o well sch is starting soon.. so a whole new semester *grumbles* haha..

i remember i started this blog on dec of 2004 if im not wrong.. so its the 4th year i have been blogging already! wow time reli flies.. still recall that blog juz came out den and i was curious to try it out.. at the same time to release some emotions in me.. o ya! that time O levels juz over and i was playing my head off.. yeah yeah.. *smiling to myself* time flies.. no man can deny that.. somehow i feel myself growing old already.. can start to feel wrinkles appearing on the edge of my eyes and physical strength diminishing.. youth trickling away from my frail body.. lol

o well.. so be it.. spent my count down at east coast with SBL.. great bunch of frens there.. know them since sec sch times and still counting.. it was indeed heartwarming and cosy to welcome the new year with pple u treasure.. "family rite?" haha.. that never fails to make me laugh.. and how can i forget the silly games that we played? though we always say that those games r silly but i noe deep down we all love those games that always bond ourselves tgt.. games like polar bear which tests our verbal skills to the edge, idiot game which is simply a game of mindless saboing.. haha.. dun think i will ever forget that.. *laughs* and 1 thing worth mentioning is that everyone in SBL turned up! for the last time in yr 2007 everyone was there and we took a full family photo! awesome man! darren send over the pics quick! there were me, cherfu, baby, xian, yee, andrew, han yong, darren, wei, xian's cousin, alison (i hope i din miss out anyone?) haha.. it was simply the best.. so hard to find a time where everyone's free.. and we finally get full attendance on the last day of the year.. o and 1 last thing.. it is once again proven that SBL is not very well trained for overnight outings.. towards morning of 1st jan we were like zombies.. with the sole purpose of returning home to our beds! haha.. and congrats for wei and yee for their good results in the 1st sem! keep it up! jia you!

some time ago in dec we also visited kids united for ARK 16 (my hall's special project event).. wow din noe that kids nowadays can be so er.. *ahem* active.. well they r a bit different from other kids their age (7-13) but den they can be quite hard to handle in groups of 20.. very noisy and mischievous.. got us quite worn out that day.. i had 3 pple's share of nasi lemak! haha wow hunger and tastiness of the food drove me to breaking that record.. lol and to think that we will be seeing them every fortnight real soon.. if its that hard to get them to play.. its even harder to get them to study.. lol

sch officially starts next week 7th jan.. i wonder if it will succeed? still crossing my fingers and praying hard.. this is a big turning point of my life and i would gif anything for it to be approved.. pls get me thru!

well dun reli have resolutions this year.. think im about 80% content wif my life now.. let fate take its course ba.. realise a lot of pple r getting attach recently.. enjoying the bliss of companionship.. looks like season of love is near? haha.. all e best! all e best.. happy new year!





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