i died the day you left me

Monday, June 30, 2008

powerhouse..

recently went K boxing with the chinese peeps.. o credit goes to ling shan for organising! haha we went to jun jie's dim sum stall near redhill there to have lunch first before heading down to the safra chinatown $10 KTV.. woah.. jun jie's stall's dim sum is good! must go there eat again for sure! wa mouth-watering.. the prawn big big.. the dumpling skin chewy chewy.. and the porridge very smooth and sweet.. and his zhu1 chang2 fen3 is oh.. *like the mac advertisement* u noe de la! u noe de!

lol.. the KTV v nice also.. $10 free flow drinks + 1 bowl of shark's fin soup! and the songs more updated than i tot! lol.. o ya i was constantly impressed by the melodious voices of many.. wow we reli can sing v v well! haha.. an and weili have very powerful voices and the gals like xiaoqi, min, ellie and wan qi also sang beautifully.. had fun! we shud do this again soon! keke.. heard that sharon's parents also operate a BBQ stall and yan has roasted delights too! lol..

FOC getting nearer and nearer.. juz had hall's 2nd senior camp on saturday.. tired.. i think i too long never exercised already.. wake up the next day whole body aching.. now also.. sneeze/cough den stomach will very pain.. yawn den neck will pain (probably over-exerted the muscles during pool games) lol.. and stretch the shoulders will pain.. lol.. sounds like a fei4 ren2 rite.. haha.. but the weather nowadays very good for a dip in the pool la.. so juz nice can jump in the cooling water.. it's juz that the games a bit too shaggy.. swimming plus pushing and maneuvering gals on floats to play water polo is not an easy task.. lol.. ouch juz strained my thigh muscles.. pain also.. oops!

haha.. be well everyone! dun 4get to register for ur subjects o! keke..

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 5:08 PM

life..

came across something very interesting..

most of you would have heard the saying "true friends leave footprints in your life" right? So, if we look at this in a formula way:

every one of us = environment + person A + person B + person C + .....

every one of us would have a different formula. This is because the people that make up the components are different for each of us and there are different number of components for each of us as well! As for environment, obviously, the place/time we are born and live in shapes us as well!

Most of us, if not all, would have our parents in the formula. It's natural since they have been nurturing us from young and would have shape us in numerous ways.

Hence the interesting question. Ask yourself this question *turns on advertising voice*: what are you made of? If you were to name 10 people to form your formula, which 10 would come to your mind first? These 10 people are probably the ones that are very important in your life and you should very well tell them about it! Show them how important they are! It never hurts to make someone happy right? For all you know, you're in a lot of people's formulas as well!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 1:43 AM

Thursday, June 26, 2008

yay!

Alrite..

went back home on monday to get my laptop fixed once and for all.. a little bit tired at first because it's not light and i have to carry it all the way across the straits and back =X.. but o wells i guess it was worth the trip as long as i get it back working again.. finally have technology back in hall.. no more caveman!

one very strange and uncanny thing though.. sorta too coincidental to be coincidental.. lol.. when i went back i tot i could use the desktop at home at least.. but just so happens that the desktop broke down too! omg.. when the repairman came he checked and found out that the RAM board got loose and fell out.. that's why the com couldn't respond at all.. now, how often do u encounter a board in the CPU that gets loose and falls out? this is where it gets chilly.. too strange that such an unusual event occurred at the same time my laptop's down.. unless i'm wrong and boards falling out is a common breakdown cause in CPUs??? lol.. just felt that fate is a very powerful thing.. and heaven makes a sport of man.. hehe..

yeap.. so i'm back in hall and everything's up and running.. senior camp this sat and za's flying off on sun so we need to send her off.. wish everyone well!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 12:26 AM

Friday, June 20, 2008

uh oh..

okie.. danny juz informed me that my laptop cannot start up even after reformatting.. due to some system password or something.. the question is 1) i did not set any password and 2) even if i did, isn't the whole point of reformatting suppose to wipe off everything and start afresh? how come still got some password? feeling a bit fed up.. but o wells.. it's 4 years old with me and when i bought it it's 2nd hand so i cant complain much can i? maybe it's time i source for a new lappy.. o btw im home so im using home's desktop.. lol..

juz received an email in my NTU webmail.. i think everyone would have received it.. basically it's saying that you must pay to study special term from AY08-09 onwards.. meaning special sem is no longer free.. omg.. im not sure how much it costs yet but there's a link in the email for detailed charges for those who wanna noe.. juz a bit disappointed that it's no longer free.. though i heard from my NUS frens that they need to pay to study special term right from the start, it's still surprising why NTU is following suit so soon.. o wells..

yesterday went singing with stefe and serene.. wow they've improved a lot ever since we last sang and they both sing very well! *claps* it's the holidays so happy slacking/pak toh-ing/shopping! haha.. basically juz enjoy la alrite..

oh! and ellie's back.. tired i heard, but still ellie-like and all lol.. rest and recover soon! i wish everyone well..

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 7:02 PM

Monday, June 16, 2008

haiz..

aiya..

my laptop juz crashed.. and wat a good time to crash juz when holidays juz started.. now i cant play games when i SHOULD be playing.. sobs.. suddenly realise how important technology is to us in the modern world.. these few days haven't been easy for me.. cant reli adapt to the disaster and i feel so vegetable without a laptop.. now sit in the room stoning watch the fan turning looking at the ceiling (hey that rhymes!).. lol im going nuts.. have to wait for danny (hall fren) to fix it for me.. i think may need a reformat =(

ellie's in indo le.. 5 days.. haiz.. when will she come back bring me go gai gai leh? *sighs* =(

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 2:24 AM

holidays..

ahh.. holidays truly begin now. Busy with everything else but studying.. lol.. come to think of it time passes by even faster now that we're enjoying ourselves. So fast 1 week after exam already.. omg.. and my days have been fulfilling so far.. gatherings/outings/dinners/FOC stuffs.. gees.. not bad for a start

gotten news that my fren's grandfather just passed away yesterday. My condolences. It once again affirms me that life is very fragile and unpredictable. That's why live each day like your last and never procrastinate things you should say/do.. there's a saying "live like you will never die and you will die like you never lived".. some things may seem hard to start doing or seem hard to tell the other person, but if you wait till tml and tml's no more, then no amount of regret can undone the negligence.. *sighs*

I reli hope that nese can stay strong amidst everything. Take lots of care ok! we're all here for you..

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 2:11 AM

Monday, June 09, 2008

looking forward..

ahh.. another new week begins.. this week marks the beginning of my actual holidays because after special semester exam ends means.. yays! after 11th june no more books for 2 months! yippies! *jumps*

which would also mean that my (our) year 1 in NTU is over.. seniors always tell us that year 1 is the year where we should "play like there's no tml.. wat is GPA? Guarantee Pass Already!" steady de la.. haha.. somehow i feel like i haven reli play enough.. wanna play more! but then when i look back also never reli study leh.. so if nv study nv play the time go where? haha.. actually time juz flies la.. well we shall not go into that mushy mushy topic today..

anyway these few days the talk of the town, or rather the whole uni, is results! ever since 5th june midnight everyone's been asking the question when they see one another! well.. some did okay some did not so okay.. and i have frens from both categories.. I myself did okay la.. as the saying goes content breeds happiness.. i'm content with my results because i dun think i studied a lot *oops* haha.. so.. can already lo.. jia you jackson!

anyway can foresee that my schedule will be quite filled with 2 orientation camps' stuffs, chalets and outings.. hope i can still breathe then.. anything but books.. rawr..

anyway ellie's going overseas soon for her WSC (CCA) stuffs.. 2 trips to 2 different countries actually.. bon voyage to ellie and i wish u well okay! trust me, ur a fine leader because ur one that leads from the heart.. that is a genuine quality matched by few.. i noe u can take the job well and grow strong from the experiences yea? i have faith in u and u shud in urself too o ok! be well~

everyone take care too! until next time den.. *poof*

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 1:33 AM

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

gotta start studying =(

just as the holiday mood starts to set in, here comes exam again to spoil everything.. lol.. special semester has nearly come to an end and following which is the final exam for business law! yeap yeap, exam's on 11th june so i guess this week going to ignore all the temptations of the mortal world and proceed to the mountains to seclude myself and train.. lol.. easier said than done.. haiz..

went to ikea to eat with SBL on sunday, wow you all should know de la ikea's famous for their meatballs! and their chicken wings are not bad too! i lost count of how many i ate, just vaguely remember that me and baby soloed one whole plate.. haha.. yeap it's superlicious! remember last time went ikea was with shu and jonathan and chloe, wonder how they're doing recently? hmm..

supposed to meet ellie for lunch yesterday but she had some last min celebration with her friends so.. o wells i guess it's fate la.. =) *pokes*

heard that NUS' results came out last week right? nese, mummy and daughter did quite okay. jia you jia you o! well as for us results coming out thurs! omg~ haha.. i'm not going to check im not going to check.. relac la results wont change better if u check 1st minute rite? lol.. *ok im juz consoling myself* sobs..

wish everyone well! cares!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 6:03 PM

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就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

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无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋