i died the day you left me

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

clubbing~

back in hall! haha.. tonight got Hall FOC meeting at 2030.. after that i think the bunch of us going double O to club because it's kian lin's bday! well not today la but we're celebrating it in advance.. haha my dear roomie kian lin must be a very happy man! bday's coming and his biggest present is.. getting attached! lol.. congrats congrats! he seems to be in a reli good mood these days.. i hope he stays that way always and i wish both of them well~ still so humble bluff me say he very nerd ah zai2 nan2 ah whatever.. act pig eat tiger sia..

speaking abt clubbing.. i haven been clubbing for a very long time le.. i think im too old for vigorous dancing already.. haiz.. recalled the JC times when i use to go.. haha okok i dun go often okay dun get me wrong.. juz more often than now only.. lol.. actually im not a fan of clubbing la.. nothing spectacular about dancing and hard liquors.. and i dun reli like the smoke in the club last time before the implementation of the no-smoking law in clubs.. everytime i went last time was because of the company.. go with frens ma.. like tonight also.. if not for roomie's bday i wont go also la.. o ya.. that reminds me.. i think i haven clubbed for a year plus le.. ohhhh~

end off with a tricky psychological question here: Imagine you like roses very much. You walked into a garden of roses and come across the most beautiful rose you have ever seen so far in your life. You like it very much and you could take it back with you alive, but in the process you may be hurt by the thorns. You know that the possibility of getting pricked is not negligible. Hence you have the option of still going ahead to take the rose despite knowing that you may be hurt very badly. Or you could go against your emotions and continue walking even though you like the rose very much. Who knows? Maybe there's an even more beautiful rose further down the road. But there's risk involve both ways because if you take this rose, you may or may not be hurt also because you can't predict whether you will be pricked by the thorns. On the other hand you also can't predict whether there's an even more beautiful rose down the road or whether this rose which you see now is the right one for you. Assuming you can't turn back once you move on, what will you do?

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 3:27 PM

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当你选择拉远了距离
就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋