i died the day you left me

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

STARS war..

woke up early today to register subjects for next sem.. haven woke up so early for so long le.. now feeling lethargic.. lol.. 0930 the system open then we all flock in and click at the same time to get our desired course/tutorial timing.. STARS war all over again sem after sem.. ha..

got all the modules i wanted.. juz that timing of the tutorials a bit off because there were faster fingers than mine.. lol.. nevertheless managed to squeeze in a 4 day week.. yay! fri's free~ a bit xiong though nxt sem.. gee.. 4 cores + 1 major elective.. dunno can cope not.. *prays*

have u ever experience the feeling of thinking about someone? that when u see a picture, hear a song, listen to ur fren's conversation or juz sitting there in a daze your thoughts will juz relate itself back to that someone, even though the things that u perceive has totally no link with that person ur thinking of.. u juz think of him/her nonetheless.. the thinking is constant, and it grows and grows when u dun see that person.. wow.. amazing feeling isn't it? good and bad at the same time..

and when u finally see that person the thinking doesn't stop! u think about him/her even if they're juz in front of u! they literally take ur breath away and make u choke on ur own thinking until u dunno wat to think anymore.. u feel like ur heart's beating faster and slower at the same time, like ur weaker yet stronger (sounds familiar eh), that ur on the top of mountains yet at the bottom of seas.. ur whole world is within ur sight and when that person looks at u u juz feel so significant, yet again so insignificant.. feels.. unique.. rite?

and to top it off like a cherry on top of the milkshake, u gotta pretend that you're all normal and not thinking about whatever you're thinking.. simply magnificent~

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 11:24 AM

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当你选择拉远了距离
就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋