i died the day you left me

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

lonely christmas..

It's christmas eve today, currently 7.56pm. I'm sitting here on my chair in my room, in fact I've been doing so the whole day today. Didn't go out nor have any programmes on. Not that I don't want to, but I guess all my friends are busy creating romance with their other halves or they have stuffs on outside too. I looked out of my room window to confirm my suspicion, and sure enough my room is the only room to have the lights on; everyone's out. Sigh, pathetic me.

It's 8.03pm now, I went to the kitchen to cook instant noodles for dinner and am now back on the chair continuing this post. When I stepped out of my room just now the cold winds swept pass the whole foundations of the hall. Seems to bring on some untold sorrow. It's exceptionally cold this christmas, or maybe it's just me. I surveyed the whole hall again to see if anyone's around on my way to the kitchen. Not a soul. I could almost laugh in sarcasm at myself: haha Jackson eating instant noodle in his room on christmas eve and probably christmas also. Perfect! Suddenly there's a knock on my door, let me minimise this window first..

Back. Now it's 8.11pm. A hall friend of mine just came by to say hi and chit chat. He's going out in a while to party and has a little time to spare since he did his preparations a bit early. Sheer coincidence? Or maybe heaven seems to make a sport of men. Now I'm feeling just great!

It's starting to drizzle again now at 8.20pm. At least now it's not so quiet with the trickling of the raindrops accompanying me, and not forgetting my good buddy the radio. Well now I guess I better finish my noodles and watch a few movies and maybe head for bed. Another year has gone by. Merry christmas everyone!

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 7:48 PM

Thursday, December 04, 2008

i noe..

jackson noe jackson shud be happy since holidays are here rite? no stress no studies no sadness.. Jackson u ought to be thankful and be happy.. learn to be contented with what u have k.. shudnt be too greedy to ask for more o..

dun always be so greedy and keep asking for things that u noe u cant get and ask for things that are beyond your control.. sometimes shud believe in fate and maybe, wats not urs is not urs.. noe ur limits jackson dun expect too much le k..

juz enjoy the holiday and smile in front of ur frens =) all will be well in e end, after all thats wat pple always say rite? all will be juz fine.. remember.. dun expect much.. dun care about anything le since jackson got nothing to lose in e 1st place.. k?

i noe i noe.. but y i still commit such mistakes.. sighhhh..

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 12:42 AM

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当你选择拉远了距离
就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋