i died the day you left me

Monday, July 13, 2009

Change is constanf..

I know that I have not been blogging for a while. Apologies. Sometimes there's too much to do and too little time, sometimes there's time but I can't think of meaningful events to jot down. I guess life has been simple for me and hence there isn't any big major events that shock me. I prefer it somewhat; routines and repetitive schedules.

But still, to summarize what has been happening so far for these 3 months, basically I have been:

1. Taking Special term 1 from may (right after semester 2 exams) to 10th june (Special term exam)
2. Playing from 11th june onwards right up till this day
3. Upcoming orientations so going to get really tanned, out of voice and shagged

Yup that's about it. Playing (pt. 2) can be further broken down into clubbing, pubbing, gaming, suppering, stay-overs, gossiping, gatherings and more. The list is not exhaustive and sometimes the events happen concurrently. I like how things are now, at least I have not touch any material with words and economics rules on it. That's really an achievement! =)

Anyway, one last point before I end. I realize that, no matter how hard I tried to deny, ignore, act ignorant and pretend, I have changed. I do not know whether this is a good or bad thing, but it's a certain thing. Change is constant. People DO change eventually I guess, I looked back at Jackson in the past and marvelled at numerous silly things that I did; how did I ever find the courage to do them? I must be really crazy. Did a lot of silly and foolish stuffs. Made quite a number of mistakes and upset many people. Jackson has not been a very popular kid I guess. Even I myself would not like Jackson as my friend. Tsk tsk. Why did I ever act like that?

ShAtTeReD mY bRoKeN hEaRt AgAiN oN » 1:45 AM

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.:[sChOoLs]:.
QiHuA pRi 1995 - 2000
RiVeRsiDe SeC 2001 - 2004
PiOnEeR JuNiOr CoLLeGe 2005 - 2006
NtU HsS 2007 - cUrReNt

.:[LiKeS]:.
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MoViEs (ExCePt HoRrOr & GoRy OnEs)
StAr GaZiNg
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F.I.R. - Xu YaO Ni De Ai

.:[HaTeS]:.
bAcKsTaBbErS
ChAnGiNg Of pLaN LaSt MiN
EgOiStiC PpLe

.:[HoPeS]:.
AcCePtAbLe ReSuLtS
NoT 2 MuCh StReSs
cLoSe FrEnS WhO uNdErStAnDs Me
SiMpLiCiTy N hApPiNeSs
tRuE lOvE

WiLL u EvEr CoMe BaCk...

当你选择拉远了距离
就这么自私做的决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋